Never meant to || fillie

See you in a bit..

"Hey Noah? its Finn. Yeah dude I'm doing great . yeah I actually called because I um.. I'm here .. yeah I just landed. I just wanted to know if it was cool with you if I stop by? awesome man thanks! its still the same house right? yeah well ill tell you when I get there. yeah I missed you too man. alright see you in a bit."

As soon as I hung up all thoughts of her come rushing in. lately its all I think about and it feels horrible.. I know its not right but its the only think I thought would work.. I met Stephanie about 2 months ago and its been going great but the past 2 weeks my mind is clouded with all things Millie. Ive been in desperate need of a vacation for a while and I know that coming home to where she is is probably not a good idea but I really wanted to see my friends.

Stephanie and I met at an after party. Ayla is a big fan so we all went up to her to say hi and well within the hour, there was rumors of us dating. I really like Steph. She's so fun and is really sweet. she cares about her fans more than anything and is always trying to be a good role model. Bonus that she's so pretty. But all I can think about is Millie and that makes me feel awful. I think about the night before I left. I think about how happy she was. I sometimes wonder how my life could've been so different if I told her. I think about how we'd probably be married and have kids. I think about how it took me so much time to move on , although I don't think I ever will move on, Over time I realized that she's most likely has and that I should try to do the same. For a while very thing was great until I was eating lunch with Stephanie at a cafe and heard one of my old songs play through the radio. It was the song that got us signed, and the song I wrote for Millie . Honestly most of our early songs are about her. I'm not ashamed to admit it, I was so in love. Just hearing it made me feel as if  I was driving away from the girl of my dreams. None of this is fare to Stephanie who has done nothing but cared for me , she's the reason I want to see Millie and figure out all my feelings before she comes and joins me in a few weeks.
"We're here,sir".

A quick filler chapter! Next one is probably my favorite ! Hope you guys like it❤️