Endangered

Chapter 23: The Letter

Chapter 23.... The Letter

*Chris's Point Of View*

I kissed her, I couldn't help but to kiss her. The way she was crying broke my heart, they way she said I want to be numb made me feel sad. I know I shouldn't have kissed her but I did. I shouldn't have because now I am scared I'm going to break her fragile heart like it has been broken before. I don't want her to do that she deserves better than me. But when I kissed her I couldn't help but feel that it was right, like I wanted to throw away the player I am. But would it be that easy? Sparks flew between us, I felt it deep down inside

After about 60 seconds or so everything clicked in. I was kissing her, we were in the file room and anyone could walk in. I pulled away from the kiss and I opened my eyes and she opened hers and that is when I seen a sparkle in her eyes, it was happiness. I took my hand from behind her neck and I stood up. I looked at her, her eyes showed at confusion, I took her hand in mine and I helped her up. She stood there looking at me, I wanted to kiss her again but I knew that I would be doing more harm than good

"I uh we should uh go before someone comes in and our lunch is over." I said

She looked down at the ground

"Yeah and I'm sorry, I uh wasn't." She trailed off

I placed my hand under her chin and lifted her face up to look at me. I looked in her amazing blue eyes, she looked like she was going to cry again

"There is no need to be sorry." I said

I kissed her cheek then let go of her chin, I gave her a smile and she smiled back. I turned my back and walked away

"Wait." She said

I stopped and turned to face her

"Yes?" I asked

"What does all this mean?" She asked

"It's whatever you want it to be, but it has to be when you are ready and sure. You need to heal before you think about anything, the last thing I want to do is break a beautiful china doll." I said

She stood there trying to figure what I meant. Before she said anything else I walked out to let her think. When I walked in the little staff room Marry was there just making herself a tea, I stood beside her and that's when she came in front of me and pushed me back against the counter. Her eyes filled with anger

"I see the way you look at her."

"The way I look at who?" I asked playing dumb

"Don't you dare play dumb I'm talking about Aurora Crumby. I thought I was yours."

I rolled my eyes

"I'm not yours. I'm single." I said

"You can't deny me." She whispered in my ear

She pushed me back harder and started nibbling my earlobe, it felt good but it only took me a few seconds to realize that it didn't turn me on anymore. The way she pushed me, the way she talked to me like that, used to be a very big turn on but at this moment I felt disgusted with myself. She started to kiss my neck and that's when I ran my fingers through her hair. I gripped her hair and tugged it a bit, making her head come off my neck while she released a little moan. She arched her back pushing her chest against mine. I let go and her lips tackled mine, I placed my hands on her waist to pull her closer, I broke the kiss to kiss her collarbone and the way up to her earlobe, I nibbled on it and that's when I whispered

"We're are through."

I pushed her off of me and walked out. Don't look back at the wreckage. I felt gross for kissing her like that but I had to get her off me somehow. Maybe my player days are over, just because of this one girl