Sympathy but it's from CallMeKevin

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My hands pressed against the window, feeling how cold it was outside. I open the curtains just a little bit to be her outside, but the ever-growing come back for me. He did it to me one time, who's to say that he wouldn't try to second time? Water flowed, as the tears begin to bring him over my eyelids. The burn in my eyes begin to grow again, as I tried to wipe my tears away with my other hand that wasn't touching the glass.

Trying to stop was something that couldn't be done. I begin to slowly back away from the window and cover my mouth. What if he knows I'm here? Will Kevin stop him?

What if another person tries to get me?

Would Kevin try if I let down my guard?

No, no, he wouldn't... Kevin Sami on how I was getting abused, having my hair pulled back and the knife stabbing into my skin by the tip. Having him between my legs and being unable to push him away. His body inside mine as he forced his fingers in my mouth. He just tasted so nasty, and it wasn't helpful that he was trying to rub my clitoris to get me to moan.

It was even worse when he forced me to bend over my desk and get penetrated as I was facing the camera. Kevin saw me for all of that and he couldn't do a thing... what if that footage got out? What would my fans think? Will they think I was a slut because the man told me to start moaning so he would enjoy it.

The tears in my eyes overwhelmed as I felt him again. The feeling of having his fingers spreading me and forcing me to take it.

Backing further away from the widow I tripped over and hit the floor and I sprawled to my knees and curl into a ball. I don't want to think about it!

The pain of my cuts burned as they started to bleed and stain my clothes again. The noise around me dang and i heard pounding from footsteps and I just stopped, that was him! That was him!

"NO!" I screamed, shouting. The door sung open and I was too terrified to look. "Please don't hurt me again!" I wrapped my arms around my head and tried to close my eyes harder than I've ever been before.

"Wait!" A voice managed to say. "It's me! Kevin!" I felt a hand on my back as I jumped in my own skin as I felt him tenderly rubbing along my spine. "What happened? Are you okay?" He managed to say as my teeth clenched and I cried through them with foam at the mouth since I was so scared.

My body was completely shocked since it was unable to move, making me useless.

"Please, I heard a bang so I rushed over..." Kevin pulled away allowing me to slowly start to show signs of movement. "You got me really worried."

"I-I... I'm sorry..." My words finally formed.

"It's me Kevin, I know what happened... so I'm right here ready to talk with you, I'll spend all my time with you if you need me to. I just want you to be okay."

"No... I wanna be alone." I mumbled, slowly inching away as I didn't want his hand on me. It was too much, but... it was nice to feel the touch of someone and not a knife. "I'm sorry..." I added.

Kevin slowly stood up, backing away. "Okay, I'll be right down the hall..." He reassured me, well; tried to reassure me anyways. "Just knock on my door, okay? I want you to feel welcomed here."