Seductive Vibrations Book Five To Six

Book Five Chapter Fifteen

"Okay, so tell me what have you done, I don't mean tell me about the times in details, but I want to know what he has used on you, what he has done everything" 

Sitting I prepare myself, I should be the one who brought her into the lifestyle, the one doing all this to her first, yet I wasn't she chose someone else to be the one.

"Everything, we used Jacksons business once" I'm not too sure that wasn't going too far, that feels too far to go there with another man.

"I like punishments, real punishments, that hurt and upset me, that degrade me, I don't mind pain, blood doesn't bother me either. I like being called a slut, it turns me on" 

I can't take all this in, none of it is fitting together or wanting to be understood, my brain does not want to understand what she is saying. I am going to need a drink tonight.

"What are you thinking Marcus? What is the thought that you have in your mind that is making you look at me like that" I realise now I am staring at her like she is not someone I know.

"I do not like the fact you went to Jacksons business with another man, but I don't mind that too much, I guess it's more the fact of I realise how much I have not been here, and how while I wasn't another man got you into it, when it should have been me" 

Do I even need an open relationship now? I mean, Maria now wants to do this, the only reason we agreed on an open one was, so I could have both, will she give up James though?

"No, you weren't here enough, and nothing can change that, it doesn't mean anything changed, though" She is looking at me smiling, and I just feel lost, so lost.

"Okay, well, we need to discuss everything you like and dislike, as for the humiliation I am down for that, but it depends what sort of humiliation you mean, I draw the line at certain acts"

 Sitting we talk and I learn more about what she has learnt the past few months it still feels weird that it was another man doing it with her though. My phone beginning to ring, picking it up its Jackson.

"Go, honestly, he will need support right now" I feel like if I walk out this house, she is going to go to James.

"I aren't seeing James tonight if that is what you are thinking, just go see Jackson, Marcus" 

Kissing her I nod, getting cleaned up and ready to go out, booking a taxi as I don't want to drive, I want to drink tonight waiting the taxi comes, getting to the club I walk in Jackson sat in the corner, everyone's eyes on him, yes he looks like he is homeless, if it wasn't for the clean shave and perfect clothes he would be seen as homeless. 

Ordering my drink, I walk over to him, hoping things went to plan and Alena didn't decide to keep Liam.

"Right, so are the babies fine? What about names I know she wanted to call one Katie" He looks hurt, and not by the last few months but Alena and Liam.

"They are doing great, Katie and Isabella" He smiles, looking down at his fingers, I realise he hasn't got his ring on, trying to remember did he have it on at the airport?

"What about Liam?" He shakes his head at my question, she can't have chosen him, I mean sure he would be a safe option, but it's not Jackson.

"She doesn't want Liam, I aren't angry I just feel betrayed that she went to Liam, pissed off that she forgot everything I told her before I left and they she gave up on herself" 

I knew he wouldn't be angry, he loves her, and she thought he was dead so of course he wouldn't be angry for her moving on.

"Okay, you need to explain the last parts, because I have no idea what you mean Jackson" He nods, getting comfy, I feel like I need to offer him food, but I know he would have eaten already.