Her Desire

C h a p t e r O n e

~ The First Boy I Ever Loved ~

Evie

When my mom told me that we were moving back to Casselman, I felt my heart palpitate at the thought. Anxiety swarmed through me like an uncontrollable hurricane, and I instantly argued with her at the notion.

She pushed away my concerns, and persuaded me with positive traits regarding the move - one being that I would be returning back to Liv - which at this point was the only thing I could bear to hear. But although I missed Liv dearly, I had it so good at my current school that I couldn't imagine why my mom wanted to move again.

We had moved twice since I had left Casselman. The first time we had moved, we settled in Peterborough, which was about three and a half hours away from Casselman once my mom got a job offer at the local hospital. After staying there for two years, we moved again to the little community of Winchester once another job opened up that complemented my moms' preferred work schedule. Winchester was about a 45 minute drive to Casselman, which was great considering that I was that much closer to Liv, but it was difficult to spend time together when neither of us had our license to drive. Not to mentioned we both had our own school work and part time jobs to tend too.

The whole ordeal was ironic, because Liv had just told me the other day that she was finishing up her drivers ed and that she would be coming to visit soon once she passed her test.

I guess it didn't really matter anymore.

After arguing with my mom for a solid forty minutes, I stomped upstairs and dialed Liv.

She picked up on the second ring. "Hellooooo my lady friend. What goes it?"

"You'll never fucking guess what mom just told me", I said coldly while mentally boring holes into my mothers' back.

"Oh shit, what did she get you all pissy for now", she asked sighing.

"You're talking to the newest returning student at St. Albert High", I said sighing to myself while plopping down onto my bed.

"GET OUT! NO FUCKING WAY! OH MY JESUS EVE'S THAT'S AMAZING!", she shrieked into the phone. I had to pull it away from my ear until she quieted down. I was already forcefully going back to the school I hated the most, I didn't want to become deaf too.

"Yeah it's awesome that I'll get to see you, but you know how much I hate that school", I explained rolling over to lie on my tummy with my feet up in the air. "I just don't want to deal with it all again".

"Awesome? I'm way better than awesome. How dare you only deem me as 'awesome'!" she sassed.

"Liv, that's not what I -"

"I'm literally your living, breathing right hand women", she ranted.

"Liv-"

"The Monica Geller to your Rachel Green".

"Liv-"

"The Kendal Kardashian to your Kylie Jenner!"

"Olivia!", I screamed.

"What!" She screamed back. She was quiet for a moment before speaking again, "I think you blew out my ear drum".

I sighed but couldn't hold back a giggle, "I'm sorry. You're way better than awesome. You are the Monica Geller to my Rachel Green, and the Kendal to my Kylie. You are my best friend and I can't wait to see you".

There was a slight pause of silence before sniffles were heard through the line, "you mean that?"

"Of course I mean that", I said with a sigh, "I'm just all caught up in the anxiety of returning to SAH. I'm really scared".