Voicemail

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by chichoxx

by chichoxx

"You have one new voice message."

"Uh, hi, hello. You probably are wondering who this is but it's me, Lauren. Lauren Jauregui. God, who am I kidding? Knowing you, you probably already knew it was me before you saw your screen light up with my number on it. You knew my number by heart. Or I would like to think so. Um, but I was contemplating on texting you to like talk. I kinda need someone right now. But seeing as you sent me straight to voicemail, I don't think you want to talk. Look, I'm sorry. I was a dick. I wasn't perfect. But that doesn't mean you weren't either. God, you were a dick too. You aren't perfect either. I have so much hate for you. I should hate you. I should be telling you right now how much I fucking hate you. But I can't because I need someone to talk to. You're the only person who can listen and fucking give a shit. And that fucking blows, you know. Because you told me every single time I didn't care. I didn't give a shit. God, you are so fucking unbelievable. Why am I calling you? Why am I here hurting? Just fucking stop, I'm going off topic. This was stupid. Don't bother calling or texting back. I just, I'm going to just end this. God, I hope this doesn't send but at the same time, I have nothing else to live for. I might as well let you hear my pain. I'm sorry. I am so sorry."

"End of messages. To delete this message press-"

*click*

Hello, I still exist but at the same time this is just an imaginary conversation I had in my head with someone. I hope you enjoyed. - noah

Happy new years!