"You're probably one of the most boring 17 year old I ever met" Billie said as she laid on my couch "well then go to your own apartment" I suggested as I sat on the floor across from her "hey I'm doing you a favor by keeping you company" she said I rolled my eyes and tossed a pillow at her, Billie has been spending a lot of time here since my roommate was gone for a while I kinda enjoyed it but of course I would not tell her that I do "let's go do something" she said "fine Bil but whatever it is you're paying" I said she nodded and ran out the door I'm assuming to get ready I went to my room and slid on a pair of ripped jeans and a red Nike hoodie a long with my red nike shoes I grabbed my backpack with my camera and wallet and walked out of the door into billies apartment she was dressed differently then usual she has black ripped jeans and a white long sleeve with red on it. She looked pretty "what are you staring at?" She asked with a giggle "nothing" I said smiling down and grabbing her keys "race you to your car" I said I heard the door slam close behind me and I ran down the stairs to her car she arrived there a little bit after crashing into my body and pinning me against her Jeep with one hand on her car and one loosely on my waist we had eye contact for a while into she broke it and smiled getting into the car I went around it and got on. After a long time of chasing Billie around a shopping center we were sitting in her car on a mountain watching the sunset. It's been 2 weeks since me and Billie started to hang out and I really liked her but she had not mentioned anything about being bi or lesbian. I looked at her and caught her staring at me "I really like you" I said quietly the smile faded from her face and stayed quite "sorry about that" I said "it's fine" she said I looked out the window sadly knowing she didn't have the same feelings I did. The drive home was awkward "hey I'm going to go to a party do you mind if I drop you off at the front?" She asked I shook my head and when she pulled over I hopped of her car "thanks for today bil i had fun" I said grabbing my stuff and shutting the door. When I stepped on the elevator I felt my eyes fill with tears I hadn't felt that way for someone since me and my ex girlfriend Kenny dated and I had hope she felt the same way but maybe it was for the best since I was going to be busy in the studio a lot for a while. I opened the door to my apartment and saw my best friend laying there "babe!" She said happily jumping up and embracing me "ay ay Whats wrong? She asked when she saw my eyes "I really like her and she doesn't like me back" I said "I'm sorry about that baby" she said pulling me into her arms and holding me for a bit "come on get ready look hot we're going to a party at zayns" she said I huffed and nodded heading into my room and putting on a red shirt with ripped jeans with some shoes and light make up. "You look hot"Maddie said with a smirk I smiled and complimented her. We arrived at zayns house in an Uber and walked in the party was crowded and loud I quickly lost Maddie and walked into the kitchen where the table was full of vodkas and drinks i prepared myself a drink and made my way into the party "hi my love" Troy said I smiled and hugged him we talked for a while and he met my eyes "what's wrong?" He asked I sighed and leaned my head on his shoulder telling him what had happened "I'm sorry about that love it seems like you need a smoke come on" he said pulling my hand into a room where people were smoking I saw Billie and felt my hands get sweaty I nudged Troy and he looked at that direction and blew smoke into my face. "Helllo pretty girl" a girl said she was clearly wasted and high "hey" I said "you're hot" she said loudly I laughed since she caught everybody's attention "who did you come with?" I asked "my boyfriend is zayn" she said I nodded and she got really close to my mouth and blew smoke into my mouth and walked away I took a few hits and walked out into the party dancing with friends and singing. After a while the party died down and there was only a few people "let's play 7 minuets in heaven" Troy said pulling me into a room where many people were sitting in a circle Billie had her arm around the girl and had a few love bites on her neck I guess she had a girlfriend. I sat down and spun the bottle It landed on the one person i didn't want it to land on the billie fucking Eilish "pass" i said "you can't do that" a guy said "she has a girlfriend" I said in a duh tone "hey they sat down here so they decided to play" he said I stood up in defeat and walked into the nearest closet and then the door closed and it was pitch dark "I was hoping it would land on me" she said softly. Fuck.
