2 years later:
Me and billie walked through the crowded house party to the kitchen where billies friends from the party that night we met were. They all looked at me with a kind look and we talked for a while until she disappeared to play beer pong with a bunch of her friends I sat on the counter top and played fortnight on my phone until Bil came back in with a bottle of water "what are you doing here dork" she said with a laugh "playing fortnight" I said shutting off my phone and connecting our lips "wanna play beer pong?" She asked I thought for a moment and nodded "but I'm not drinking" I said. she carried me off the counter and held my hand all the way to beer pong where we played against her friends and she kept telling me if I was okay due to me feeling sick earlier. After we played beer pong she excused herself and took my hand "babe I feel fine now I just need a few puffs of my inhaler when I get home and I'll be set" I said she stared at me for a moment and handed me my inhaler from her fanny pack I laughed and quickly used it handing it back to her and we played some more beer pong and then we somehow ended up on the house sofa with her arms around me watching her friends take shots and make conversation with us while they danced "hey guys me and Jamie are gonna head out now she's sick and it's cold out" she said handing me my jacket and saying goodbye to her friends "look at you Eilish you're whipped" Dani said I laughed and Billie stuck out her tongue at her and pulled me out the door "you're cute you know that" I said to her when we made it to her car "I love you" she said she kissed my cold nose and made her way home but not before stopping at a diner and she ordered many orders of pancakes and fries to go while I waited in the car for her not expecting the amount of food she was going to bring and for the rest of the night we sat on her bed under a blanket fort eating pancakes and fries and talking about life. Before going to sleep she checked my temperature and handed me some cold medicine and laid down next to me "I love you" I said to her connecting our lips and staying in her embrace "I don't want you to go on tour" I whispered to her "I know baby but I'll be back in 2 months I promise" she said I nodded and let myself fall asleep.
I didn't get my happy ending with Billie. On that tour she cheated on me with a girl she meet in San Francisco and I moved out and into a house. Now I'm 25 and living in a small town in California and I found out Billie got engaged to that girl a few months ago. And here I am in bed at 2pm with a huge hangover, I never got my happy ending with a person but the insemination treatment me and Billie did a month before she cheated worked and with the science that has evolved since then made my beautiful daughter Ocean. She had sandy blonde hair and beautiful blue eyes that were a copy of Billies and I went into hiding when I found out and had my baby and went back. She has no idea about Billie and I didn't want her to know In a waySooo I know that's confusing but wouldn't it be dope that we can make female cells into sperm and have a baby that way. It'd be dope.