Billie is getting married tomorrow and my heart has never ached so much. I uploaded a song to YouTube and everyone basically knew it was about Billie. Singing Leave Your Lover was heartbreaking especially since I knew she wouldn't leave Amber.
Waking up was miserable knowing the one I loved was getting married today. I decided for my better judgment to not attend the wedding and only drop ocean off at Maggie's. When I arrived at Maggie's I saw Billie in a beautiful white dress and she looked absolutely beautiful "why aren't you coming?" She asked "don't get married" I found myself whispering to her "I'm sorry" she said "please don't marry her I love you" I said as tears slipped from my eyes "leave her for me" I said she just stayed quiet and I could feel tension between us both "I'm sorry" she said I ran my hand through my hair and pecked billies lips softly "congratulations bil" I said with a small smile I kissed ocean goodbye and walked out the house. I could see Billie staring at me from the window that used to be her old room and I quickly got into my car and sped off; Billie Eilish was getting married to Amber in an hour and I couldn't do anything but sit here and wait until my heart stopped aching enough for me to pick up ocean. It was 5pm exactly a hour into Billies marriage. I felt a small tap on my shoulder and I turned back to see the least person I expected to see her stand there with 2 ice cream cones.
