I woke up with a pounding headache and heard loud music and people talking coming from the backyard of the Airbnb. I slid on a shirt and some jeans and walked outside "finally you're up it's 3pm" Liza said she kissed my cheek and walked into the house I walked out and was greeted by a bunch of YouTubers. I talked to some people and then sat on the chairs near the pool. I could see Natalie flirting with some tall tan guy and it made me very upset but I looked away and scrolled through Twitter. It was good until Billie walked in holding Qs hand and it made my heart ache when she made eye contact with me. I leaned my head back and ran my hand through my hair. "I see that" David said sitting next to me "see what?" I asked "the way you look at Natalie and the way you look at Billie" he said "it's nothing" I said "look dude Natalie is like totally in love with you and Billie well she's barely experiencing relationships, why not give Natalie a chance?" He asked "because I don't know how to feel about either of them" I said "I say talk to the one that keeps staring at you first" he said he winked at me and walked off into the house I looked at both of them and noticed that Natalie had her eyes on me. I stood up and walked towards her, I took her hand into mine and walked inside of the house and up to my room. I closed the door and turned to look at her she was sitting on my bed. "You confuse me" I told her "how?" She asked "because you say you don't wanna date me and then you look at me with those eyes" I said "I don't wanna date you" she said "then stop staring at me" I said "I'm going on a date with the tan guy from the party" she said quietly "that's great nat" I told her "you like Billie" she said softly "no" I said "don't lie" she said "you look at her like she puts the stars in the sky" she said she took my hand into hers "tell her that you love her" she said "I can't" I said and my voice cracked. "Why not?" She asked "because she's not here with me she's here with him and besides everyone thinks that she's dating Q anyways" I said "no" she said "what?" I asked "while you hibernated she posted a very long text about how she isn't dating him and how she loves you" she said she showed me the text and I scrolled through it "fucking Billie" I said I stood up and ran out the door .
