Me and Billie were about to kiss when the elevator door opened and a guy stood there with flowers in his hand "baby!" Billie said excitedly she jumped into his arms and kissed him "hey I'm Q" the guy said "Jamie" I said I stood up and dusted off my jeans "I know big fan" he said I smiled and excused myself walking out of the building and into my car.
The drive to tanas house was dreading when I arrived she embraced me in a hug and pulled me into her house "everyone knows" I said once we sat down "I know" she said I had big watery eyes and she looked at me and sat next to me pulling me into her "it's okay" she said "she's an idiot for not like you back I promise" she said "how's you know?" I asked "it was obvious" she said "stupid blue eyes" I said in between a sob and chucked she laughed and wrapped her arm around me tightly "so how do we explain everything?" I asked "we don't just let it be what it is it's none of their business" she said I smiled at her and spent time with her leaving her house unaware of what we were exactly but satisfied that she understood.
When I got home no one was there so I went into my room and scrolled through my Snapchat I saw a pic of Billie on Qs chest smiling and it made my heart ache. I picked up my guitar and started to strum it I also pressed record on my phone and started to sing the verses that came to mind. "Baby I don't feel so good six words you never understood, I'll never let you go five words you'll never say" I sang and closed my eyes letting my fingers strum the stings "I just kinda wish you were gay" I finished and put my guitar down sending the copy of the song to my manager so he can register it and I could post it in the morning. But due to me not being able to sleep I posted it as soon as it was registered which was 2am.
The next morning I looked at the feedback and all my friends texting me about how good it was and mostly everyone kept saying it was definitely about Billie due to the way I looked at her on David's vlog or it was about Tana . I leaned back and rested my eyes when my phone rang "hello" I said when I answered "we need to talk" I heard Billie say. Fuck.
