Monday morning came so fast. My body ached. I felt like I had been in a fight. My hair was all over my head. I can't have that teenaged sex and drinking anymore. But still I felt good. I took a shower and decided to wear my new black and white dress. I had the perfect black stiletto's to go with it. When I got to work it suddenly hit me that I might have picked the wrong dress to wear. Since Chris and I were cooling things off I had been wearing old pant suits, nothing sexy and definitely no dresses. Then I decide to come to work in a backless dress that hugs every curve and stiletto's? I asked myself. And who did I think I was wearing stiletto's at all! It was too late to do anything about it now. So I had to strut my stuff like I meant it. I had to admit I was working that dress too. It was a head turner and I was turning heads. I put on a sweater I kept on the back of my chair for cold days. I was making coffee as usual when Chris peeked his head into the kitchenette. "Excuse me Dina, can I see you in my office?" "Uh, yes sure." I said. I gave him a minute to get to his office. What did he want? I wondered. I hadn't been invited back to his office in a while.
I knocked on the open door. "You wanted to see me?" "Yes come in and close the door behind you please." I did as he asked and then walked over and stood behind the empty chair. "What can I do for you?" I asked. "I...I don't know how to say this." he said. As usual I immediately thought I was being fired. I continued to stand there waiting for him to finish. "My wife and I, well, we...we are kind of at a place where we need something else in our marriage, you know?" he asked. "No, I'm sorry I don't." "Of course you wouldn't. I'm babbling like an idiot." I laughed. "Please, why don't you have a seat." he offered. "I'll stand if that's alright." "Okay, so here goes...um, my wife and I need some spice in our marriage. I sort of told her about the night we had..."
"YOU WHAT!?!?" I screamed at him. "I know, I know...sshhh, wait a minute calm down." "Listen, she was cool with it. Well not really cool with it, she..." "Just give it to me straight, am I being fired?" I asked cutting him off again. "No, Dina, no. Look what I'm trying to say, or ask you is, my wife has always wanted a threesome. I always thought it was a crazy thing for married people to indulge in and it would destroy us. The first time I had sex outside my marriage was with you. I love my wife and I couldn't keep it from her any longer. I know I was being cocky about it before but I did feel bad. When I told her about you, about us, she wanted in on it. She wants to watch what we did...and... join us."
I stood there completely dumbfounded. Was he serious? Did he think I would actually be okay with this? Fucking him was one thing, but fucking his wife? That was something totally different. I couldn't wrap my head around it. Why would she think this was a good idea? I would never ever suggest joining my husband with his lover. This was absolutely the craziest thing I'd ever heard in my entire life. I gave a nervous laugh. "I don't know about this Chris." I finally said. "I'm not a lesbian. I don't know anything about being with a woman." "You don't have a to be a lesbian, or a pro at threesome's, you don't have to answer me now. I know this a lot to take in. Take your time...but don't take too long." he said trying to forge a smile.
I tried to smile back but it was one of the fakest smiles I've ever given anybody. I turned to walk away but then I turned back. "I have a question for you. Are you doing this only for your wife or do you have an interest in this little endeavor as well?" He smiled again and this one looked more real. "Of course I would love the opportunity to have sex with two women and especially with you again. What man wouldn't? I just never thought I would already be married and that my wife would be the one initiating it."
"Hmmm." I responded. "What's that?" he asked me. "Oh nothing." I said as I sauntered out of his office. I spent the rest of the day mulling all this over. If I said yes it could wind up being the best experience of my life thus far. Or, it could be the worst. But could I live with it? I mean knowing that I had been with a married man, which was bad enough, but then joining in with he and his wife? This was too much! I don't know the first thing about having sex with a woman. What would happen if I said no? Would my professional relationship with Chris be the same? It was already weird and strained from the previous encounter. I did like it here and I didn't want to lose my job over sex. Besides, what if it turns out that Chris and I really get into it like we did that night and leave his wife out? Accidentally of course. She would be pissed off and I could still get fired. What the hell am I going to do? I would have to do some serious thinking. I felt like I was going to have a nervous breakdown.
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