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Tell me

' ..you don't know what you're talking about '
¿Do you really love me?

' SHUT UP!'
No..tell me more

' Tell me,what do you know about love?!TELL ME '
please don't cry....

' let got of me BRAT '
Don't let go...

' there's no such thing as LOVE'
Is there..Jisung?

A week had passed since Minho's last encounter with Jisung. He haven't spoken with him ever since, he thought last time he fucked up but now he really DID fucked up. Minho looked out the window, finding nature more interesting then his teacher lecturing his class. Minho couldn't deal with it anymore,guilt was eating him alive. He felt horrible I mean who wouldn't after breaking the most precious person had ever lay his eyes on: Jisung. Minho remembers.. Remembers how the younger's voice sounded in so much pain..how his eyes were red from crying so much...Seeing Jisung cried over him pain him so much...

It was wrong.. Jisung couldn't be in love with him.
No...he won't accept that..Jisung can't love him and he couldn't love Jisung either..He doesn't deserve jisung's love..he doesn't deserve Jisung at all...
Jisung deserves so much better than him..someone who could love him.. Not someone who has been use and left to the side forgotten. After all love was the thing that cause him to have such a bad reputation.. He doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes..no..never...

' Minho I love you!I mean it! '

' Minho im sorry stuff came up,we can meet up next time!'

' min it's okay that you can't make it to the party, I'll just hang out with my friends! :) see you on Monday then! '

' I'm staying afterschool,you don't have to wait for me '

^...I shouldn't have waited for you that day.. ^

^...who was that man by your side..?^

^...you looked so happy.. Did I not make you happy?..^

'..she never loved you,she was just using you'

"..hyung are you crying..? "

Minho flinched as he felt Hyunjin press a tissue against his face to wipe off the tears. Minho clicked his tongue as he push hyunjin's hand away. He quickly wipe off the tears with the sleeves of his jacket. "...im not crying you dumbass.."

Hyunjin rolled his eyes as he crossed his arms."..cut it out with the cool act, I know you're lying" he stated as he plopped himself on the chair next to Minho's desk ."you haven't told me what happened between you and Jisung. You guys fight like a old married couple, just get marry alre-HEY" Minho had throw his pencil at Hyunjin, but luckily he dodged it.

"I don't want to talk about it.." was what the older said each time Hyunjin tried to bring up the topic,he'll dodged the many times he needed to.
This made the taller male sigh" you can't keep avoiding it,stop running away from your problems and face them!"

"..then I'm a coward.. " Minho bluntly replied which earn him get spank by Hyunjin.

"HYUNJIN WHAT THE HECK"

"THERE'S NO COWARDS UNDER THIS ROO-wait h-hyung.. Im sorry its a joke..put that book down I'm sorry.. " Minho placed the book down and looked forward but there was no one there. The classroom was empty.