in violent frustration | gerbert

Chapter Fourteen

Gerard wakes hearing knocking on the front door, making hin groan tiredly as he was up late last night with Quinn.

"Quinn" Gerard mumbles, managing to move his arm, hitting Quinn who he's laid against.

Quinn groans, but stands off the floor walking off and Gerard hears the front door opened and footsteps.

"What the hell- Did you fuck!?" Gerard hears Bert's angry voice, making him sit up and sees Bert and the others here.

"What if we did? What do you care? You obviously don't fucking want him, man-whore" Quinn says, still angry about last night.

"No, we didn't" Gerard says rubbing his eyes to clear them of the blur and Dan walks over, helping him stand.

"We were worried, you guys disappeared from the party last night" Jeph says.

"Wait, Gerard I thought you stayed home, you were at the party last night?" Bert says, cofused.

"I came to talk to you, but you were a little busy" Gerard says clearing his throat a little.

"But it's okay, me and Quinn spent the night drinking hot coco and talking" Gerard smiles, not wanting Bert to think he cares, though he does.

"I'm sorry, I didn't think you'd come" Bert says, feeling guilty. He was just drunk and horny last night.

"You've got no reason to apologize, I'm not your mother Bert, sleep with who you please" Gerard chuckles, playing off his hurt feelings.

"But I-" Bert begins but Gerard cuts him off before he can explain that he has no interest in anyone.

"Look, I'm just gonna go home and get ready, I'll see you guys at school later" Gerard says, sliding his sweater back on, grabbing his phone.

Gerard leaves, beginning to walk home alone, worn out. All the stress and lack of sleep really isn't good for him, but it's not like he means too?

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Gerard exchanges the books at his locker for his next class, trying his hardest to stay focused, but exhausted.

"Hey cutie" Gerard hears a females voice and glances over, seeing her leaning against the locker next to him.

"Are you talking to me?" Gerard asks confused looking behind him, not thinking someone he doesn't know would hit on him.

"Well of course" She smiles moving to Gerard, running her finger down along his chest biting her lip as she does.

Gerard shivers at the touch of her, not liking it. He pushes her hand off his chest, but as polite as he can.

"Look, I'm not interested" Gerard says moving away, not interested in her, especially not just a hook up.

"Mm, of course you are" She bites her lip, running her hand down to his belt, making Gerard quickly pull away.

"No, I'm not. Now go away, find someone else to throw yourself on" Gerard says, making her scoff.

"You're really denying me? This?" She scoffs, running her hands down her body, obviously offended.