Just another blog - candybeer

hurts

i don't exist

day pass by like if they were minutes

all i do is cry in my bed and feel my body heavy

i dont have the motivation for anything

being good doesn't lasts 

i feel invisible, like i dont care at all

i feel that i'm stuck in a dark hole that all it does is nothing but grow all the time

it gets worse and worse everyday, i cant take it anymore

i can't tell if i'm sad or bored, you can tell by my tears

i dont know whats going next, i'm scared. future scares me.

i used to write, to draw and sing. now i cant even grab a pencil without feeling useless. 

i don't need anybody to feel less invisible, cause they leave and all that they do is help the hole grow.

i don't need me, why am i here. why tho. i'm not even useful, i'm not doing anything.

i want to quit, and i don't know how. i feel pent in my own body, in my own mind. its torture. 

can't you see i'm dying? can't you see it's getting late? 

i'm keeping every single feeling in my heart, and its breaking it more than it is. 

i'm just a lonely mind, thinking in the night.