Just another blog - candybeer

promise?

when i leave...

promise me you will still strong, i'll be watching and caring about you.

promise me you won't cry, your tears are too valuable.

promise me you wont miss me, keep your mind on important stuff like studying.

promise me you will leave this behind and continue with your stuff.

promise me you won't suffer, it breaks my heart seeing you like this

promise me you'll try your best, although you always do. 

promise me you'll wake up everyday and take a deep breath, the most important step.

promise me you will resist, you won't give up like i did. Please.

promise me that this won't affect you at all, and if it does, remember that i still loving you from beyond.

promise me that this is not your end, just the end of someone you used to love. 

Also, sorry for not being strong enough i just... couldn't take it anymore. Everything affected me and every little single thing was hurting me. World was too big for this faint soul.

Im really sorry i can't be with you anymore, for the good and bad moments but i swear you, you will found someone to. I find someone, it was you... or that's what i thought when i realised that u deserve someone better than this.

I'm not strong... i wasn't. But i still trust in you, don't give up, you do have a future.

like i said, i will be watching you from the beyond so, please promise me.

 Please take care, i love you forever.

-c