hurts me everytime i think about it, my tears are boiled, why this is happening to me. Its like i have to pay for my mistakes, my insecurities. It won't stop till i end myself, people cant see they hurting me.
I think i deserve that, i feel inferior, i feel less. I think they have the truth and all the right to make me feel like this, it always has been like that.
Friends of friends start talking, they don't know me, they just like to talk because they don't have anything interesting to say about them.
Toxic old friendships keep hating on me, why did i do? i left them alone when they wanted to get off me so why do they keep hating on me.
i have enough bullshit in my life, trying to not to kill me, and now they want tu mess up with me? i don't know if i want to laugh or cry all night.
It piss me off, cause they dont fucking care like, i got out of your life what else do want im so sick of you dont fuck with me.
They talk about me and i can even barely remember their names, how saad for theemmm
ESTÁS LEYENDO
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