Mi Salvador

Every Minute

Ascella's POV
SMUT WARNING and mentions of sexual assault
I squirmed gently under Rafael's touch, causing him to laugh quietly.
"You okay, princess? Do you need papí to stop?"
"Mmh."
"What was that, Bebe?"
"No! No, papí!" I whimpered, clawing at his arm as he moved the toy.
"Do you like this gift, cariño? Do you want me to buy you more?" He kissed my hip lightly and groped my breast. I nodded rapidly, letting out a breathy moan.
"Mas, por favor..."
"Yo no se...you don't seem desperate enough..."
"Por favor, jefe." I begged, pushing my hips towards him, and my eyes screwed shut as I bit my tongue. His motions quickened, which caused me to arch my back.
"Jefe, por favor..."
"What do you need?"
"Puedo correrme, por favor."
He hummed and captured my lips, dominating my tongue. As he pulled away, he went even faster, "Cum for me, mamí..."
I let out a whimper and came all over the toy and his hand. My eyes widened and I sat up, pulling away quickly. Rafael saw this and stopped his motions.
"Woah, woah, woah! Ella, hey hey hey, you okay?"
He cupped my face, brushing my hair back, "Respira..."
I held his wrist tightly and closed my eyes, "I'm okay, I'm fine..." His lips made contact with my forehead, and he wiped me down with a towel. We sat in silence before he spoke up.
"You've never squirted before, huh?"
"Only once..."
"Did you not like it?"
"I-I didn't like who made me do it..."
"Charlie?"
"Anders...while he was raping me and molesting me the summer I was kidnapped...I-I know it's a natural reaction, but it made me feel sick and twisted. I didn't want to tell anyone because I didn't want them to think I actually liked the way Anders touched me."
He nodded and ran his hands up my legs, "Can I lay with you?"
I nodded and we laid together, my head was on his chest and I listened to his heartbeat to match it.
"Lo siento..." I whispered.
"Don't say sorry, mi amor."
I nodded and got up, flipping him onto his back and rubbing against his bare cock. He let out a soft moan and smiled, "You know, we left Opal and Shireen down there."
"It's okay, they know where everything is..." I kissed him softly. He hummed and gripped my hips tightly.

(End of smut)

We made our way downstairs and found Opal and Shireen. Opal looked at us, then the clock, "Not bad. 35 minutes."
"Sorry..." I blushed deeply. Rafael smiled and drank some water. I sat on the couch and sighed, "What are you guys doing for Christmas?"
"You know my parents don't really celebrate, so I might go to you." Shireen smiled. Opal shrugged, "My moms are in SoCal so might just do the same."
"Good, I have gifts for you two anyways." I looked to Rafael, "What about you, papi?"
"Going to see my Abuelita and mom."
"Yo, Ella, there's this party tonight down in the Bronx. Like a rave." Opal looked at her phone.
"Sounds fun."
"Ella..."
"Aw, c'mon, Raffa..."
"I actually wanted to take you to dinner tonight."
He kissed my gently. I smiled and hummed, "That sounds nice too..."

Nick's POV
I sighed, sitting in the squad car. I have never felt so miserable on Christmas Eve...I shouldn't even be working, I should be with Ascella.
Ascella...
I should be with her. I don't think we have ever spent Christmas apart. Even when I did things in Iraq, I still came home for Christmas. God, this passed year has been rough. I hugged and started the car to go back to the precinct, but before I could, there was a gunshot and screams. I got out quickly and went into the church. Everyone was surrounding Father Shea, who was shot dead and Angelica Rodriguez, who was holding a pistol. I looked to her before cuffing her and reading her rights.
I arrived to the precinct and put her in a cell. Liv came up to me and patted my shoulder, "Get home. See Ascella..."
"I'm good."
"Amaro..."
I looked to her and smiled, "Okay. You get outta here and go to the Bahamas." I walked out of the precinct and drove home. Honestly, I'm so tired, I might not even wake up tomorrow. I laughed to myself and opened my door. What I walked into was shocking...
Ascella and Opal were making out on the couch, a few beer bottles on the floor. Ascella pulled away and looked up at me, fear in her eyes. She rushed upstairs and slammed her door. Opal sat there, looking away, "Mr. Amaro-"
"Where are you staying, Opal?" I grabbed my keys. She got her coat and bag, "With my Uncle..."
I nodded and we drove to the Bronx. Opal played with her hands nervously, "Please don't be mad at, Ascella..."
"I'm not mad..."
"I...she told me something. Something she's wanted to tell you..."
"Why didn't she?"
"Because she was afraid..."
"Of what?"
Opal sighed, "It's the real reason she was kicked out of Catholic school."
I gripped the steering wheel and nodded. She continued, "You know everyone in middle school is discovering themselves...becoming more open to new ideas and experiences...Ascella was confused about attraction to the same sex and opposite sex. Everyone at the school preached that homosexuality was a sin. Well, you know Ascella. She was always against what the church said." Opal laughed, "But this time, she didn't want to fight them, but didn't agree with them either. Ascella was alone in one of the chapels...she was yelled at about talking back to one of the sisters. Then, this girl came down to the chapel. She was a year older than Ascella. Well, the girl sat with her and comforted her. Then...she kissed Ascella. They kept kissing before the Monsignor walked in. He yelled at them and dragged them to his office. The girl said it was ascella's fault."
"And Ascella having the reputation of a rebel there...they believed that girl."
"Yeah..."
"Why wouldn't she tell me this?"
"You were busy. Just got married and had a baby to take care of. She's your daughter, you know her, she loves it when you're happy."
I nodded and pulled up to her Uncle's house, "I'll see you tomorrow, Opal."
"See you, Mr. Amaro."
I sighed and drove back to the house, rushing upstairs and knocking on Ascella's door.
"Ella bella..."
She opened the door. It was obvious she was crying. She had on Olly's Manor Hill lacrosse sweatshirt. I sighed and hugged her close, bringing her to bed.
"I'm sorry..." she murmured. I shook my head and pet her hair, "It doesn't matter anymore."

I woke up the next morning and made breakfast before Ascella could get up. I knew she would want to do it, but I think it's time she's rested. I'm sure she's a bit down because this is her first Christmas without Zara. I heard her footsteps coming down the stairs and turned to her, smiling.
"Morning, babygirl."
"Good morning." She kissed my cheek, "Feliz navidad."
"Merry Christmas." I set a plate down in front of her. She ate quietly, obviously contemplating. The doorbell rang and I got up, answering the door. Opal and Shireen smiled, holding a bag of gifts. I let them in and they settled in the living room, putting their gifts under the tree before going to the table. Opal sat next to Ascella, but they didn't greet each other. Everyone was silently eating. It started to get awkward and Ascella got up to put her dish in the sink. She washed it quietly and I turned on the TV to find RENT playing. I knew it was the girls' favorite musical to watch together. They all gathered on the couch and I had some coffee, sifting through my phone.
"What do you think they mean, "in cups of coffee"? Would they have to have coffee every hour?" Opal wondered.
Shireen contradicted, "Every minute, right? Because 525,600 minutes ..."
"That's kind of gross..." Ascella commented. They started laughing.
"While we're watching, why don't we open some presents?"

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