Hyde And Jekyll / min yoongi (#10)

Chapter 30

Yoongi

I picked the basketball ball and I held it tightly in my arms, finding the right grip and aiming towards the hoop, I jumped up slightly and released the ball at the same time. It made it through and I caught the ball again and throwing it again, something that I have been doing all morning.

Ever since I have come back here from Jeju island a week ago, my life hasn't been exactly well. I would drag my tired ass out of the dorms early in the morning, the time that I would love to go back to sleep after a long night of composing songs, I would come here and throw some hoops until I'm dead tired.

After that, I would go back to the dorms carrying a black plastic bag of groceries from the supermarket nearby and I would cook myself instant noodles, going back to bed afterwards and the routine would repeat itself over and over again. Something in me is definitely missing from me, I would not be acting if not for that person.

Han HeeRa, she is the one who made me not be myself. She is the one who made me like this, she is the one who changed my life completely after a long 3 years of not being to accept myself for who I am. She was throne who made me discover love again after I had given up love on Dongwoo who left me, unfortunately. She was the one who made me want to love someone wholeheartedly again and yet she is also the one who broke my heart.

She found out my deepest secret and she refused to believe that I am a changed person, that I don't stay in the past and not move on. She thinks that I am using her as a rebound because I couldn't get any love from my dearest friend who only thought of me as a friend until the very end. She thinks that she is nothing to me other than a pawn in my hand, someone who is useless to me.

But she isn't, in fact, that she is the one that I care about the most even if I don't think that way. She is the one whom I spent all my time staring at me and trying to make her feel better about herself. At first, I only thought of pranking her by using another name and being someone else to bring her down but she made me fall deeply in love with her instead.

My intentions immediately faded when I saw her getting locked up in the library that night, she was calling for help and I was there at the moment, her passion is really something, she never gives up on the things that she loves. That is one thing that I liked about her, that's why I decided to open the door for her and I did something that I shouldn't have.

I dropped the library card on purpose so that I could be able to spend the night with her in the library getting locked up along with her so that I could spend the rest of the night staring at her beautiful face as she sleeps. That night was the result of the best decision that I have ever made in my life, I discovered a new side of me and I have fallen for a woman that I hated a lot.

But it doesn't matter if I liked her or not, the thing is that she doesn't like me now, she hates me to the core because I lied to her. I hid things behind her and kept her in the dark when I should be telling her my darkest secrets but I didn't, I was so determined that I could hide it but I have never thought that Sanghyuk would go telling his sister about it.

It is not an embarrassing thing that I once had feelings for a guy, that I loved my best friend, that I was gay but it is the fact that she knew that through a third person. I should be the first one to tell her about it and yet I wasn't, it made her even more disappointed in me and this made the heartbreaking decision of ending things with me once and for all.

I got back into the dorms and I opened the door, receiving a huge shock.

--- JiNa ---

I had my hands clenched tightly into fists as I stomped my way towards the direction of the male dormitories which is located on the other side of the campus, my face which is burning red with anger.

I knew that something is odd when my cousin came back from Jeju island so quickly, it was only 3 days since they went to Jeju island and he is already back in campus throwing basketball balls through the hoops.

And the fact that he didn't mention anything about HeeRa when he was the one who travelled alone with HeeRa for more than a week, he was being very soulless when I asked him about the trip. He only told me the trip was enjoyable in Daegu and said nothing else about Jeju when I asked him more about it, he threw a basketball towards my face and I barely dodged it without falling over.

And Heera solved my suspicions when she came back over an hour ago with tears streaming down her cheeks after seeing me and Hazel in the dorms, it was evident that something bad happened between the both of them.

How dare he do this to my best friend? I don't care if he was my cousin or something else but he dared to hurt HeeRa's feelings and made her so sad, he doesn't deserve to live a peaceful life at all.

I arrived at his room and I knocked hard on the door, almost breaking down the door, that is how much anger is instilled in me that I have to let it out as soon as I see his face. The door opened and a guy appeared behind it and I pulled a punch towards his face, he couldn't dodge it in time and he held his face in pain, crouching as I landed a perfect punch in his beautiful turtle face.

"You bastard!" I yelled. "You stupid turtle, come right here!" I dragged him back into the room by putting him in a choke and I threw him towards the floor, making him land in a loud thud. I straddled him as I continued to land more punches towards his face and everywhere else that could be hit, I'm going to make him look like a bruised potato by the end of it with my well-trained Muay Thai skills. "Don't you try to escape from me, after what you have done to HeeRa! You bastard, how can you hurt her feelings like that? She is a girl, not some dummy that has no feelings and emotions."

The door clicked open and I could hear a gasp, it is a human, a fellow human who just came back to school after a long month of vacation. I turned around and I gasped in shock, my hands loosening my grip towards Min Yoongi's collar. I am now looking at another Min Yoongi and I'm punching a Min Yoongi that doesn't feel like a Min Yoongi, the height difference is too much to be a Min Yoongi.

I punched the wrong guy. So which innocent being did I just punch? I looked back at the guy who is under me and I covered my mouth with my hands, it is Kim NamJoon that I have just punched.