Hyde And Jekyll / min yoongi (#10)

Chapter 34

Heera

I spied the girls giggling around, talking about their hot study partners that they are going to study later. The guys in my class suggested to my squad that they would be studying together in groups for preparation for the upcoming exams, it is mainly Namjoon's idea just for JiNa who is now going out with her but he didn't want us to feel awkward so he got his other friends to join in as well.

Taehyung and Hoseok were his choices and I seriously don't think that they can help Namjoon at all, they might be one of Namjoon's friends but they don't have the intelligence like the class president himself. I bet that YoonJi and Hazel be the ones who tutor them the other way round, they are already smarter than I am.

Well, I am still stuck with Min Yoongi and I don't really like that idea at all. I am not comfortable with him now that we have broken up, I didn't really like him before that as well but at that time I didn't know that he was Kwon Dongwoo, I treated him better than when he was being his real self.

"See you, girls, later..." I said to the girls who were leaving the dorms, I heard that they were going to the library.

"I thought that you were supposed to study with Min Yoongi today?" Hazel asked and I shook my head, he isn't free today, he told me a few minutes ago that he had something on and we will study tomorrow instead.

"He couldn't make it today, so I'm free for the rest of the night and I can do whatever I want." I laid down on my bed and grabbed my laptop from the bedside table, without the girls around I am being to watch my horror movies without anyone screaming near my ears. I almost went deaf once while I watched one horror movie with them, they never stopped screaming for the entire journey of the movie.

"Come with us! I'm very sure that you will be doing nothing productive if we leave you alone like this, you are going to watch a movie right? The exams are in weeks and I bet that you will panic so much if you don't start studying now."

"I..." I seriously think that I am going to fall asleep if I start studying now, I'm someone who doesn't really like studying a lot hence there are the results of my grades.

"You definitely need to start studying no matter what." They dragged me out of my bed, JiNa took charge of my legs while YoonJi, the other stronger one grabbed my arms, Hazel packed up my belongings and switched off my laptop, leaving it at my bed to charge.

I would've resisted them but they are way too strong for me to handle, especially when JiNa is a Muay Thai specialist while the otherlearns taekwondo. Hazel is the only one that I could handle in terms of strength since she is a swimmer, swimmers only swim fast in the water but they are weak everywhere else.

"You have to improve this time or you will remain back in high school, Han Heera. I don't want you to be the only one here while all of us have gone over to college." JiNa told me. "Don't you dare fall asleep later, Namjoon will smack you on the head."

We arrived at the library and the guys were seated at one of the long tables surrounded by the other students, they have all came here to study for their examinations and there is barely any space at all. I'm glad that we came early enough, if not we would have to go to another place to study.

Taehyung and Hoseok are already falling asleep, Taehyung nodding his head and Hoseok pretending to read a book and swatting flies along the way. Only Namjoon is still alive from all the studying, wearing the glasses that he rarely wears but when he does, he looks more like a class president, a nerdy class president who is very handsome.

"You guys are finally here!" He greeted us with such enthusiasm that I never can get from a studying session, how is he so happy studying? We took our seats around the tables and Namjoon comes up to me. "Aren't you supposed to be studying with Yoongi hyung?"

"He is not available today, didn't he tell any of you?" He shook his head. "He should have, he said that he had something on."

Is he lying to me then? Namjoon noticed my facial expression, he told the others that he wants to have a word with me and we are now walking out of the library. "The reason why he isn't here, he has a real reason why and I can't tell you when the others are here."

"What's the reason why he can be here? He isn't just making an excuse to the right?" I know that he is a lazy person and would rather skip out than to face his problems up front but he isn't that lazy to avoid studying. "Is he sick?"

"Tell me Heera, do you love him?" That question struck me and I don't know what to say, I never had anyone ask me this question before.

I have only been together with him for only 2 weeks, 2 weeks is too short for me to even know him better. I wanted to know him better but there was not enough time, I know all of his life story but yet at the same time I don't really know him that well. There is a lot of things that I don't know of him but yet I feel afraid to know about his past, he is so mysterious and he has a lot of his secrets that he won't tell anything else unless the secret gets exposed, just like what happened that night when Sanghyuk oppa told me about his sexuality.

But I still loved him, he is still in my heart even though I told myself to get rid of him. "I guess that I do, I liked him -no, I love him, I really do."

He acknowledged my answer with a slight nod. "He needs your help. He is in a difficult time right now and you need to be with him."

We arrived at the door of his dormitory that he shared with the intern teacher, Mr. Seokjin. "Can you promise me to take care of him? Even though you guys are not lovers anymore? Can you be there as a fellow friend?"

As a friend, he needs me to help me... "I will." He opened the door and I entered, seeing the mess that I hated to see and especially with Min Yoongi laying down on the bed, looking pale and unconscious.