Hyde And Jekyll / min yoongi (#10)

Chapter 33

Yoongi

"Give me a smile, will you?" Jung Hoseok pinched my cheeks and I stared at him, waiting for him to stop that. "It is the start of the school term and you are giving me this look early in the morning."

"Let go, it hurts," I told him, clearly wanting him to stop doing that. My cheeks aren't the fluffiest but I just hated when people like to do that, do they feel happy when they do that?

"You gained weight during the holidays, what the hell did you even eat?" He continued pinching my cheeks and he released it, telling the other that have just arrived in class. "Min Yoongi gained weight, he has really chubby cheeks and it is so satisfying to pinch it."

Did I gain weight? Kim TaeHyung runs to our seat and tries to pinch my cheeks but I slapped his hands away. "I did not and I'm older than you, you don't have the right to do that."

"What food did you even eat over the holidays? You aren't the kind to eat a lot on a daily basis and you suddenly looked so chubby after you have returned back from Daegu."

"I didn't eat much," I told him. I did eat a lot, I didn't know what was wrong with my appetite for the last two weeks until I had that fight with Han Heera, I just couldn't control myself from taking more food than usual. Maybe I was happy at that time, everything was enjoyable for me and I felt happier than I have been in my whole life.

"But why?" He asked, he went back to Daegu first and he had no clue of what happened between me and Han HeeRa, Jung Hoseok as well, they were kept in the dark about this whole matter and I have perfect reason not to.

Just like my own younger sister, I was afraid that they might spread unnecessary news about me and Han HeeRa and now that we have broken up, the news would be even worse than us dating. It would be better than I tell anyone no one about this and no one from her side will remember after a while, it is the only way for that kind of things to not spread around.

NamJoon comes into the conversation, especially looking at the two of them rather than me. "Did you guys do your homework over the holidays?"

TaeHyung rolled his eyes and Hoseok groaned annoyingly at the mention of homework. "Can you not ruin the whole mood? It is the start of the new school term and I want the day to be the way that I wanted."

"But that doesn't mean that you can slack off and let your grades drop like a landslide, the finals are coming up and I don't wish that you two would fail. I know that Yoongi wouldn't because he is always that good at studying but I'm really worried about the two of you."

"I will pass, I know that I will if I have Yoongi's help. He is excellent in tutoring people and I can pass my entrance exams with his help." TaeHyung looked over at me. "You tutored Han HeeRa that one time right? She jumped from a C minus to a B plus."

At the mention of her name, I couldn't keep up with the whole facade that I'm hiding. Holidays are over and we are back to studying, she is going to be near me at all times and I can't avoid her forever. And about the tutoring part, I guess that I still have to tutor her to have her excel in her exams so that she can enter the university of her choice.

"I'm sure that he is already busy with Han HeeRa," Hoseok changes the topic after sensing the change in atmosphere, the mention of her name stopped everyone from speaking. "NamJoon is also a very smart student as well, maybe we can get lessons from you? TaeHyung and I really need a lot of help from studying."

"Sure, why not? I can ask JiNa ssi to help you guys too, the girls are studying together and we can join them as well. With more people helping each other, the higher the chances that you guys can pass."

NamJoon looks over at the door and the girls were making their way into the classroom at the right moment, they were all chattering and laughing with each other. Han Heera was looking a lot happier than that day where she ordered me to leave, I'm glad that she is feeling a lot better.

NamJoon walks over to the girls after they have taken their seats, he seemed really passionate to see Jina who is all pink from talking to him. I guess that the two have made their feelings known towards each other, I heard that JiNa went to his room to tell him her feelings and I guess that he accepted her confession. I'm glad that they had finally come to know of each other's feelings and they were positive that they will work it out together, loving each other along the way.

The school bell rang and class started officially with a bang, no one was really paying attention in class except for those who are ambitious to excel into the entrance exams and the first class ended in a blur with a lot of students leaving for their lunch breaks.

I am now alone with the others going over to the girls, most probably talking about how they would be studying. I hope that the plan goes through and all of them would pass. I then noticed that Han Heera was the only one in the bunch that didn't smile a lot, she didn't have a lot of reaction when the guys were laughing at their own jokes.

And then we made eye contact for the first time in 2 weeks, it has been a while since we have looked at each other like that. It was supposed to be loving when we looked at each other but now it is filled with awkwardness, of course with all the things that have happened to us.

We didn't have much trust in each other and thus we had to break up, it is final and nothing much can change. We have now returned back to classmates and we will never be anything more other than that, maybe friends but not lovers.

My phone buzzed and I felt my heart sunk even more when I saw the message, she sent it to me.

Meet me at the rooftop.

She looked at me one last time before she stands up from her seat, going out of the classroom after telling her friends that she was going to the toilet. I waited for around 10 seconds before I would get up from my seat as well to avoid any suspicions.

"Where are you going? We are going out for lunch soon." Hoseok asks me as I walked past them.

"The toilet, I'll see you guys later." I got out of the classroom and to the rooftop where she would be waiting for me there.

She was standing, leaning against the wall at the storage room where they keep all the useless stuff in there. I walked up to her, my heart pounding really hard as I faced her looking at her at a really close distance.

"How have you been?" That was my first question to her and I feel so dumb asking her that. Can't I say something better than that?

"Great, my friends were there and they made me happy."

"I'm glad. I'm doing fine as well." I paused for a short second. "I know that everything that had happened between us was a mistake and we both know that but life has to go on. We are still classmates and we still have our lives to live, we still have to study and graduate like what all the students wanted and what you had wished."

"Do you want me to tutor you again?" I asked again. "Not like that time, I'm not going to be someone else. I'm going to be myself, as Min Yoongi and not... You know, him."

She nodded. "If you want to. Our relationship will be nothing more than that, a student and a tutor."

I could finally smile at last. "Right, a student and her tutor." That is how it was supposed to be from the very beginning.