fifteen | more to do before death
ETHAN
FRIDAY | TWO DRINKS
"Please leave your message after the tone."
"Well, it's not the middle of the night so technically I wouldn't be waking you up." Ethan says, until he realizes. Shit, unless you're taking a nap. I'm sorry."
"I bought a twelve pack of beer, I might just fuck around and drink it all. That seems like a smart decision, then I can momentarily forget about absolutely everything. That's exactly what I need right now. I'm not sure what I'll do afterwards, but future me can figure that out later.
"Maybe I'll die of alcohol overdose. That might not be so bad, but I think there's still more things I want to do before I die. I told myself I would find a way to tell you the entire truth, you deserve to know it.
"I just hate knowing that you're going by your days without knowing the reason why it all happened. There's so much more to it than what you know. If only you understood from the beginning, but that would have been worse actually.
"Please forgive me, Emma."
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i promise im not going to make him die so dont worry about that
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drunk voicemails ➟ ethma
Fanfiction❝ 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞. ❞ ❝ 𝐠𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐧𝐢𝐭, 𝐞𝐦𝐦𝐚. 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐮𝐩, 𝐢'𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲. ❞ the one where ethan and emma haven't talked in years and whenever ethan is...
