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So i know everyone probably thinks I've given up on this book or I've fallen off the face of the earth. Neither have happened believe it or not. Im sorry I haven't made an update in a very long time. Back in Black is on my mind all the time and i jot down notes quite often.

Im a very private person and I struggle to let people in but i feel my readers deserve a reason for my lack of updates. Since September if been having a lot of health issues and its only gotten worse. Doctors still don't have an answer and I've spent a lot of time bed ridden. Monday I'll be having a surgery of sorts to try and find answers.

Hopefully they find something because there's nothing worse than being sick everyday. I went from working two jobs because i cant sit still to barely being able to work one.

I know you're probably thinking I've had plenty of time to write but if I'm not sleeping or in the bathroom, I'm doubled over in pain. Hopefully ill get back to writing soon.

As of right now doctors think i have a connective tissue disorder, but as to which one they have no clue. Ive always struggled with all my joints popping out of place (mainly my hips) so I'm in the chiropractor more than once a week. Now I'm having internal issues. Other than my joints being a constant battle now the doctors are almost 100% positive my body is attacking itself. Basically my cells think theres an infection in my digestive track so they are attacking healthy cells and killing them off. Theres no cure and id spend the rest of my life on a medication that makes me sick and in pain for hours after i take it. Right now I'm on this medication to ease my symptoms/health issues but my morning are miserable. Most things i eat makes me sick and new allergies keep appearing.

Again im sorry i havent been writing but i love you all ♥️♥️♥️♥️

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