BASHED || Stray Kids Hwang Hyunjin FF |☆|

17. LOST

Hyunjin's POV

The performance had finally ended as we all gathered together and walked back stage. I bent down to get the water bottles which were placed on the side of the stage. I unscrewed the cap and quickly gulped down a generous amount of water since my whole body was sweating and I was panting like hell.

We walked back stage as I sat down and relaxed a bit having my water whilst running a hand back through my hair which was lightly sticking to my forehead due to the humidity on my face. I saw the guys getting their stuff back from Hana as I got up too.

I held my hand out for her, indirectly asking for my stuff. I could see her roll her eyes before finally she got my stuff out from her bag and in a short span of time, she placed my phone, wallet and locket on my palm and zipped her bag again, she was about to go back to work when I turned towards her in confusion.

"My ring is still with you" I spoke seriously. She knitted her brows a bit before pointing at herself.

"Its with me?" She questioned back as I nodded. She unzipped her bag again when she realized that I had actually given her my ring before leaving and she began checking through the pockets once again but still couldn't find it. My eyes widen as my heart sank, no I can't lose it! I just cannot lose this ring!!

"Yah! I need my ring back!" I cautioned her, my heart filling with fear and fright, she looked back at me with a confusion face as well.

"I don't know Hyunjin, I had put it in here" She searched through the pocket of her bag that she had mentioned, "But I can't find it here now" She panicked as she couldn't find my ring back.

"Hana I swear to god!! I can't fuck lose it! it is the god damn most important thing to me!!" I yelled blood boiling under my skin, oh god this can't happen!

"Calm down, I will get you another one. Exactly the same" She spoke sounding a bit pissed as she was still looking for my ring. She began putting everything out of it and shook it upside down but there was nothing. I gasped rolling my eyes, totally loosing it. I held onto her forearm harshly yanking her a bit,

"I need the ring I gave you!!" I spoke gravely, pushing her away, she flinched noticeably and still began looking for it hopelessly, but of course there was nothing in there. What the fuck! This can't happen! My ring! I cannot lose it! It was the very last memory of my Mom with me!

"I- can't find it, I think it is lost" Her voice tiny and scared looking down. Tears began filling in my eyes, casting them shiny as I clenched my jaws so hard that I thought I would end up crushing my teeth.

"Why the fuck are you even employed here when you cant even take care of a fucking ring Hana!!" I shouted in her face aggressively as she flinched and was visibly startled, her gaze still low on the floor.

"You are nothing but a useless-piece-of-trash!!!" My mind had gone rabid, words slipped through my gritted teeth, I know it was so wrong but I was having the urge to hit her so bad. I had just lost it! I fucking lost the last thing I had of my mom because of a piece of shit like her! I want to kill her!!

Gulping hard I shut my eyes tight, exhaling and inhaling in order to control my temper or else I knew I would end up ruining something right now. My eyes were burning with rage, crimson as I could feel the heat. I heard Manager-nim call us as I gritted my teeth glaring at her with fierce orbs,

"Don't you dare ever show me your ugly face" I ordered in a hoarse gravelly voice pushing her aside harshly, causing her to stumble and I walked to the exit with fuming anger, feeling like I had lost every part of my life here today.