BASHED || Stray Kids Hwang Hyunjin FF |☆|

38. FAKE GIRLFRIEND

Hana's POV

My eyes slowly opened to the rays that were hitting my face, making their way in the room through the small spaces in the blinds. I squinted my tired eyes, heaving out a deep sigh when the first thing I processed was basically the reality check, making me feel like going back to sleep because this sick feeling at heart just doesn't feel okay or comfortable at all.

I uninterestedly got out of my bed ruffling my hair a bit. Making my way towards the closet I picked the first thing which caught my attention since I was least interested in getting ready today, why would I even want to look good?

I wore a white hoodie with denim jackets and pants, plainly brushing my hair and pulling them up in a high ponytail I sprayed on some perfume and a simple lip balm before walking out of my room.

Thankfully my parents weren't home or else they definitely would've noticed this mood of mine today. I carried a plain emotionless face as I got my car keys and walked out of the house with just the taste of toothpaste on my tongue.

A weird feeling was engulfing me, disabling me to breathe properly as if I was being suffocated and that weird feeling was getting worse with ever next mile I traveled closer to the company.

My eyes registered the massive crowd of fan sights, reporters and fans standing in front of the company, this was the first time I had come here after what had happened. I felt my hands trembling and eyes quivering, I know whatever I am doing will hurt Hyunjin more but at least he would get over it soon, unlike some huge loss which I cause to him in future... I know he had counseled me about this but the words his dad had said were just so haunting and worrisome that I had to pay attention to it at every cost and hurting my Hyunjin in anyway would be the last thing I would want to do to him...

I am sorry Hyunjin... I am...

"Hey! You all!" I yelled standing in a distance waving my arm up in the air, catching the crowd's attention. Everyone turned around towards me with their cameras and phones in their hands.

"I have something to tell you guys, about the Hwang Hyunjin issue" My words making them interested in the talk as all of them rushed towards me for the hottest news nowadays.

I gulped feeling my inside shaking and I swear I tried to stop my hands from shaking but they weren't in control. I had never been so confident with so many cameras around me and moreover what I was going to say was just making me feel worse.

"I was the girl with Hwang Hyunjin at the restaurant that day..." A gulp rolling down my throat as I heard dramatic gasps and a wave of whispers spreading around as a response to my confession. My eyes watering with tears but I managed to blink them back.

"I was the girl who had dated Hwang Hyunjin, I was his girlfriend... well a fake girlfriend would suit more" I chewed onto the inside of my cheek, knowing everything was being recorded and captured but I was way too confident with my words at the moment, my heart ripping apart but I had no other choice.

My statement just shocked the people in front as the reporters began blasting me with tones and tones of questions.

"Yeah it is true that I had just dated him for money and popularity nothing else... I wasn't at all serious with him..." I lied my voice breaking due to how hard I tried to contain in my tears. My words being a huge piece of information for them and a blow for everyone too as they all seemed so shocked and surprised by it.

"S-So please kindly stop bashing Hwang Hyunjin, his family and his team, he isn't at fault! it is all my fault and I am guilty for what I did, just kindly stop bashing him" I spoke trying to stay as confident as I could. My heart breaking apart, knowing I had lost it all with those words now. Everyone went wild with my statement, people saying insensitive stuff about me could easily be heard around.