BASHED || Stray Kids Hwang Hyunjin FF |☆|

34. FANWARS AND HATRED

Hyunjin's POV

Sitting in the same position from last twenty minutes made my back ache now. I was at the dorm with the rest 7 boys Manager-nim and Hana in the TV lounge at the moment.

'Hwang Hyunjin of Stray kids, caught dating'

'Hyunjin of kpop group Stray Kids rumored to be in a relationship from a while now'

'Fans are infuriated and enraged with the kpop idols for the disloyalty'

'They were on a date for the Valentines- real eye witness' words, this disloyal be-'

Thankfully that rubbish playing on the TV screen from last half an hour, our pictures, video clips, came to a halt when Changbin Hyung finally switched it off. I exhaled a deep sigh completely blank about what was I going to do to get us both out of this safely now,

"You should have been more careful Hyunjin..." Minho Hyung spoke in a soft voice, I trailed a hand through my hair as I threw my head back on the head rest of the couch, unable to give any answer right now.

"I didn't know this could happen l-"

"Are you a kid Hyunjin! I warned you didn't I!" Manager-nim suddenly yelled cutting me mid way, I bit onto the inside of my cheek, having no words as I just looked down with embarrassment and guilt for being so careless on my face.

"Its all your fau-"

"No its not Manager-nim, he didn't want to get in trouble himself either" Hana spoke in between, cutting the senior as I looked at her tensed face, she looked so frustrated and stressed that looking at her like that made me sadder.

"Yeah that's right, they are still growing kids, Hyunjin of course didn't have any idea that this could happen, because he did try his best to keep the privacy and keep it confidential but it is all because of the saesangs, lets just not say that its someone specific's fault..." Channie Hyung sighed at the end as I felt so helpless I didn't know what I could do in a situation like this,

"Yeah we are with you both, lets just think of a way out of it than fight right now..." Seungmin and Yongbok spoke up as I nodded my head looking at them,

"Okay than think of the ways out yourselves!" Manager-nim dashed out of the room leaving us all behind, not even a single uttering a word. I looked at Hana and she looked back, the worry and tension was so huge in her eyes that I felt my heart sinking, I just wanted to make it vanish from her eyes, but then again it is my own fault? I could've been more mindful and serious about that.

I smiled a bit looking at Hana as I nodded my head slightly, signaling that it was all going to be okay, but she just sighed shaking her head and looking down, breaking the eye contact. I just couldn't see her like this anymore now...

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Manager-nim took Hana to her place as I was in my bed, it was past mid night but I couldn't sleep at all, my eyes were wide open and heart filled with worry and tension and I felt so pathetic I always wanted to stay by her side whenever she felt upset or down but right now she was so upset and I couldn't go to her, I didn't even know if she got home already or not, since Chan Hyung took the phone from me suggesting that it was better not to stay in contact with Hana for a while... it literally felt so bad and awful I couldn't focus on anything...

Still I was relieved that the pictures that got viral didn't have Hana's face clear in them to recognize her, because I swear I can't take a single person even say a word to her I honestly don't care what happens to me but at least I want to make sure nothing happens to her... I have work tomorrow plus I had no idea what I would be explaining to JYP in the morning too.

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"Have a seat Hyunjin" I walked in the PD's office nervously, the CEO asked me to have a seat so I did, it was weird but he seemed somewhat really calm right now.

"So what is going on?" He questioned nicely unlike the last time, I looked up at him, though my inside was shaking, I tried my best to look calm and unbothered.

"Yes it is true PD-nim" I replied plainly, not at all in the mood to give huge explanations right now.

"Listen I wouldn't ask you both to break up, not at all. Just have a check and take a mature step try to calm these fans since they are making a hell out of it..." He spoke concernedly, well I literally don't know his reasons for talking to me so nicely right now when I know all he wants is the repute of his company to be all clean and nice, just say that I will do it that way too?

"Yeah... I will do something myself don't worry, I will be more careful" I spoke plainly, getting up from the chair and aiming to leave,

"But one thing is clear, I don't care if the fans didn't calm down, I am not at all breaking up with Hana at any cost, doesn't matter if I have to give up all this for that, after all I have a personal life too, I have this right to make my own decision too, I hope you understand PD-nim" I felt so bad and helpless right now but still on thing was clear in my mind, I wasn't letting go of Hana at all, I spoke in a grave voice plainly, the senior nodded his head with a calm face as I walked out of the room sternly.