BASHED || Stray Kids Hwang Hyunjin FF |☆|

35. I MISS YOU

Hyunjin's POV

I drove back home since there was no way I could stay at dorm for night because there were already some people waiting for me to come and I just didn't want to cause any trouble for the boys so I decided to stay at my own place for tonight.

The lights were switched on as I got off the car, my already ruined mood could ruin even more knowing my dad was in there, trust me I myself was oblivious of the fact. Today for sure was one of the most lazy, gloomy and stressful day of my life, Hana didn't come to work today, I was all over the internet again, and was being discussed in not so good context, plus I was worried sick of Hana right now, nothing was making sense to me right now, apart from the fact my Hana would be so stressed and lonely at the moment,

At least I still have people for support since the people around me are already aware of our dating but sadly she can't even discuss with anyone right now...

Heaving in a sigh I opened the door getting in lethargically. I was just too tired mentally and physically to talk to anyone immediately, so I just wanted some peace and that could only be obtained by sleeping and dozing off.

But of course there is always a certain one to ruin my mood and day, and that certain one stood in front of me in the lounge. I tried to ignore my dad and wanted to walk towards my room but he suddenly got up from the couch he was sitting at and approached me.

"Ohh so you are back home hm?" This scoff at the end just made me roll my eyes and want to walk past him, but then I guess he had something very interesting to say to me so I stayed.

"I knew son, I knew this would be your last resort and a haven for you when you get humiliated out there" I squinted my eyes narrowing my brows as I looked at him with a not so pleased look on my face.

"I knew you would come to me" I couldn't help but let out a sarcastic bitter chuckle, rolling my eyes and looking at him again,

"No you are wrong here, I would never in my god damn life at least come to you appa, no matter even if I am dying somewhere" I smiled at him gravely as he cocked an eye brow.

"Also, kindly get this fact straight, this is my house, my territory, something I got from my mom, I can come here whenever I want and stay here as long as I want too, you, you should keep the check and stay at your haven with your wife" My words kind of offended him and I could see the look on face but he dismissed the bitter look and looked at me again. He sighed and placed a hand on my shoulder, catching me off guard a bit.

"Stop it Hyunjin, stop it" He extended a sigh looking at me with sympathetic eyes.

"You aren't made to love..." And now those eyes carried an evil and inhumane look in them which he usually carried, his words somewhat making my heart ache, why does it even hurt he always tries to say or do something to hurt me, why am I even paining because of him?

"You are known by my name too Hyunjin, stop ruining everything for yourself and for me too, You aren't just destroying your own image and reputation but also mine... stop this my baby you aren't meant for all this break up already" I just looked at him blankly, a lump in my throat which didn't allow me to speak up.

"Listen to me Hyunjin at least this time, after all I am your own biological father" Dad's eyes soften as he looked at me for a second I thought that I would fall for it but when the look changed in the span of a second, I came back to sense, not letting him ruin me even more.

"Just break up with her, I promise I will marry you to the prettiest girl of Seoul if you demand so, just leave that girl for god's s-"

"Can you not stop with this bullshit?" My eyes widen at the sudden realization about what the hell was he speaking and what kind of nonsense he was trying to mutter, tch manipulating me emotionally now just so his own god damn image stays clean? What is wrong with every single person around me now? they care more about images and reputations than relationships and love?