You caught me staring again today. You were getting more upset with me and I was starting to like it.
During lunch, I plopped in the seat next to you feeling all confident with myself. I heard you sigh heavily, you were getting pissed.
"What did I tell you, Lee Jeno" were the first words to come out of your mouth. I shrugged and smiled, hoping you'd stop talking and let me stay.
Once again, I was wrong.
You started getting up, you were gonna leave and I had to stop you. "Jaemin, All I wanna do is to get to know you so we can be friends." I said with a smile.
And that's all it took to get you to look at me.
You turned around, your brown eyes now looking full of hatred. "Why the hell won't you leave me alone!" you screamed out. The whole lunchroom was looking at you, then at me when you finally left.
For once I was feeling embarrassed, but I still wasn't giving up on you.
It was Thursday, and you always stay after school on Thursday. You and a classmate of ours, Lee Donghyuck, go into the practice room, usually playing the piano and singing. You guys sound good together.
Usually I go home, and yeah you guessed it, I think about you. I really can't help it. Thinking of you just takes me to unimaginable places. Things that could only happen if you let me in.
I waited for you to come out, and you did, but you were talking to Hyuck, and you had a bright smile on your face. Honestly I was feeling a little jealous. I wish I could make you smile like that.
You saw me standing next to your locker, your expression changed quick, and I could tell you were furious this time.
You waved Hyuck off and made your way towards me.
"What did I te-" You stopped speaking as I pushed you up against the lockers. You were shocked with my action, staring from both my hands pinning your wrists up against the small doors, then looking back at me.
I've wanted to be this close too your face, and now I have. Having you pinned up like this made me feel so many things, I just wanted to lean in and kiss you, but I wasn't going to go that far yet.
You lowered your head, knowing your words were defenseless now. "Jaemin, I told you, I wanna know you, I deserve a chance." We had a small moment of silence before I started speaking again.
"I'm not like him Jaemin, you can trust me. I can take care of you, I can love you, heck I could even tou-" and that's when I heard soft noises coming from you. I looked and your face was wet.
You were crying.
You were crying because of me.
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hello I'm back. I wrote quite a lot last night, but the next part is gonna be short. Hope you all are you doing well :)
