It's another morning, here we are sitting in class. I only sit two rows behind you, but you still look good from the back.
You're staring out the window, and I know you're thinking about him.
I wonder
Do you think about me too?
We've made eye contact plenty of times, but do you actually think of me.
I wish I could take him out of your mind, erase him from your memory. I wanna be the only one clouding your thoughts. I wanna show you I can treat you better than he did.
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I found you at lunch today, and asked if you wanted to join me. I sat with two of the cutest boys in our school, Zhong Chenle and Park Jisung. Occasionally Renjun would join, but not always.
He knows what I'm up to, and he won't dare do a thing about it.
I want to know you more Na Jaemin.
But instead, you respectfully declined and proceeded to sit alone. You've done that ever since you broke up with Renjun. You and Renjun used to sit with some of the upperclassmen together. You guys would always be laughing, or smiling, or doing something that made me jealous of the table you sat at. More so, jealous of the boy that was next to you making you smile.
It really is unfortunate that the two of you broke up. The whole school loved you both.
You changed a lot after you and Renjun broke up.
But tell me Jaemin, what do I have to do to get under your skin? This urge I have to know you, to want you, to touch you, I can't hold it back any longer.
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So I'm just gonna post another part after this and leave it till Sunday, I'm gonna be really busy starting Thursday, so when I come back I'll write again :)
