Jaemin
If it wasn't for you, I could've still been with Jeno, you asshole.
I felt bad, I lied to him. I actually wasn't going to see Hyuck, I'm actually going to find you so I can kick your ass.
But I eventually found you halfway down the hall.
"Hey China, turn your ass around." you turned around with a smirk. "Oh, someone looks angry." you teased.
You were right, you ruined my moment with him, so of course I was angry.
"Yeah I am, what the hell was that for. You can't just try to bring that shit up." "Why? you're the one that did it." you scoffed. "And I said I was so sorry, and you forgave so you don't need to bring it up anymore."
You were getting just as mad now.
"Why the hell not, we're enemies now, right? And that's what enemies do, bring up bad things about the other person. So why the hell can't he know?"
"Because someone actually wants me, and I'm not letting you screw it up."
"Are you kidding me Jaemin" you were screaming now. "You think that I didn't fucking want you? I fell for you months before we got together, and I thought I was lucky as hell to have you. Jaemin, you made me so happy."
I looked down, feeling a little guilty now.
"And don't you tell me I'm gonna screw it up, because he was the one that fucked everything up between you and I."
Your eyes widened, you said too much.
"Wait" I started laughing. "You fell for Jeno?" you looked down. "So when you lost feelings, it was all because of him, you left me for him, and now you think you can have him huh? You're such a bitch you know." I couldn't control my laughing.
"Excuse me Na Jaemin, you're the real bitch here." you said pointing a finger at me.
"One of the reasons I fell for him was because I knew that he wouldn't go get his ass drunk and then cheat on me."
"You're gonna regret saying that Huang Renjun." I said stepping towards you.
"And besides, all me and that kid did was make out for three minutes." "Yeah, but you wanted more than that."
Your eyes were getting watery, I was gonna make you cry, and I almost didn't care.
"I still caught you Jaemin, that shit hurts when you're in love you know."
And a tear escaped.
I was actually pretty angry with myself that night.
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We went to a party together. It was hosted by some friend of yours, Kim Doyoung I think was his name.
Of course people were drinking, and I wanted to as well, but you told me no. You said that my hangover would feel like a bitch in the morning, and it did.
But you let me have one, and that one turned into five. I knew you'd be mad so I tried finding a quiet room to collect myself.
I did, but someone else was there too.
His name was Wong Yukhei. He sure was what you would have called a pretty boy.
We talked, getting to know each other a bit. He told me he had came up to that room cause he was fighting with his boyfriend, he needed a place to breath.
We ended up making out. I hate admitting it, but he felt good on the mouth.
Soon enough, you noticed I was gone, so you came looking for me, and surely enough, you found me with my mouth on his.
You didn't start yelling, instead you grabbed my wrist and growled at me that it was time to go. I'd never seen you act so dominant before.
You took me back to your house, and there was lots of yelling. It made me feel even worse.
Eventually you gave in and forgave me for kissing Yukhei, even though you were still a bit angry that I didn't listen to you. But I got to make you feel good later, so I guess that night didn't end terribly bad.
We really did love each other, didn't we.
Well we both knew we weren't gonna last anyways.
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"Jaemin" you spoke, pulling me out of my head. "You know I loved you, but things are different now and you don't care. So yeah, I do think I can have him, and I'll show you ya bitch."
You walked off leaving me a little speechless. Sometimes the words that leave your tiny mouth impress me a bit.
Too bad for you though, I know Jeno wants me, so I'm gonna have fun watching you lose.
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Hi don't hate me, I don't ship Jaemin or Yukhei, I just had to. Anyways I actually like this chapter a lot, and I've been working on putting another one in here that's really long and I really really like that one as well so I'm excited, lol I'm actually excited for my book :) love you guys.
