The closer we got to your house, the faster my heart would beat.
You telling me you would be my anything is fucking with my head and I can't think.
God who knows what you have planned later.
"Hyung" you spoke loud. "I have been asking you for the millionth time, are you coming in or not." I looked up and you were standing there with the door open. "Oh yeah, sorry I just have a headache." you then pouted. "Come in then, I'll take care of you."
You grabbed me by the wrist but this time it was light, unlike that one day in school.
You took me over to the table, and my chair was still there from the one time I was there, and you sat me down with a smile. You walked back into the kitchen getting advil and a glass of water.
"take it before I have to give it to you mouth to mouth." you spoke all teasingly while pushing the pill and water towards me. Thinking about your sentence again in my head, I almost choked trying to swallow. "Okay calm down Jeno, I didn't mean to freak you out." you laughed out taking the glass away from me.
You came back over, resting yourself on the table staring at me. You were so quiet it was scary, your eyes were just gazing into mine like I had been the best thing you've seen. You weren't saying a thing. It was just us.
What're you planning.
"h-hey Jaemin, we're not g-gonna sit like this all night are we." "we could" you huffed out. Your expression completely changed and leaned into me planting a kiss on my forehead. "I hope you feel better hyung." you pulled away grabbing my wrist again and taking me upstairs to your room giving no shits about what you just did and how it was affecting me.
Your room was just the same as it was last time I was here.
"Since you have a headache, is there anything you would like to do that won't be too loud" you said emphasizing that last word. "Um, I-I don't know, I never really go to people's houses, I usually stay home and work or go to the studio." I said averting my eyes away, making sure to not look at you, but of course that failed. You walked up to me grabbing my face and spoke in a whisper.
"You know, I still wanna see you dance" I gulped.
Jaemin you are making me feel weak now stop it.
"Come on, lets just lay down and watch something, it's already been quite a day hasn't it". you smirked grabbing my wrist AGAIN and making me lay down with you.
You lifted your heavy covers so I could get in, then laying them back down on me neatly. You pushed a pillow behind my back to give me a little bit of support and then softly pulled my head into your chest. "I know you have a headache but I am hoping my heartbeat will soothe it" I could feel you smiling, and I was as well.
You turned something random on and threw the remote to the floor. Your one hand went over my waist pulling me close into you as the other one started playing with my hair in a soothing way.
This was nice, almost too nice, but I wanted it to last forever.
"Goodnight hyung" and like that my eyes shut and I was out.
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So i felt I should've double updated BUT like I said a while ago, I wanna finish this cause I have the ending all planned and I wanna just write it so bad. ALSO, a couple nights ago I decided to right random stuff down for this book and I kinda wrote like fluff, it isn't terrible but it's everything before that leads into smut but I ain't writing that soo, have a great day lovelies.
