Jeno
You're kidding Jaemin.
And like that everything seemed to shut down. You just confessed and I had no idea where to start.
I had all these feelings for you bottled up inside. Do I tell you.
"Jaemin" "yes" you spoke quickly. "I...I know you know how I've been feeling for a long time but, I never expected it to come out like this. See ever since I laid my eyes on you the first day, I knew that I had to have you, but you were with Renjun the whole time so I waited. Then when you two broke up, I thought that maybe I had a chance but no you pushed me away every time. But Jaemin I never gave up on you. I have waited a long damn time for you." I started smiling to myself, thinking about everything I did to get here.
"Gosh, I couldn't give up on you because I could never forget my feelings for you. Jaemin, you make every horrible thing disappear from my life, you literally are the light I've been missing. Every time I am with you, it's like I am in euphoria and I never wanna forget that feeling, heck I don't wanna forget what I am feeling now."
You're the only one to blame for these words Jaemin.
"It may be soon, but I know for a fact that I am in love with you Jaemin, I just want you so damn bad. I only want you all to myself and now I have you."
Now you were the quiet one. You just stared at me, not being able to believe the words that just came out of my mouth.
"Hyung are you serious."
"So fucking serious."
And you didn't say anything else. Except you came towards me and put me against the door again and smashed your lips right on mine.
Holy shit, we're kissing.
You didn't leave my lips. You just moved along with me, things getting messier the longer we stayed this way. You were so intoxicating, and it felt nice.
Still not letting your lips leave mine, you put your hands under my shirt like that one day and grazed your hands along my skin, making me shiver just a tiny bit from your cold hands.
I eventually had to pull away because I couldn't breathe.
"Jaemin I-" you cut me off and kissed me once again. "Hyung let's go continue upstairs okay."
I nodded my head as you took my hand.
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yay okay, there are 2 more chapters maybe, I don't know but I literally wrote this in five minutes and I like it, so I hope you guys do to :) also rip to Renjun cause I literally abandon him but don't worry he'll come back.
