Renjun
I know Jeno feels nothing for me right now, but I will plan on getting feelings out of him.
I just wanna show Jaemin that I can win myself a man again, someone better than him.
Also, I know that right now, I'm just playing a friendly game, but these feelings I have for Jeno might actually be real. But for now, I need a distraction from Jaemin.
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After class ended, here you came down the hall looking displeased.
"How come you look so sad, baby." I enunciated the word making your eyes go big. "ya, don't call me that hyung."
Hyung? Where is this respect coming from Jeno.
"and if you must know, the reason I look upset is because I don't like you" you rolled your eyes before finishing your sentence. "Anyways, can you just tell me where we're going Renjun." you questioned me really annoyed.
I actually didn't have a real big clue, I just had to get you with me somehow.
"Well, um, we kinda have the whole rest of the day to ourselves so why don't we just enjoy it and go here and there." I said pulling these words out of my ass. You scoffed. "Great plan Renjun."
I smiled. I've got other plans for you.
Walking out of school, you looked really irritated, but who could blame you. I know you'd rather be with Jaemin right now, but I've got things to check off my to do list today so I'm not letting you go until I'm done.
I am going to get feelings out of you, and I know your plans with Jaemin and some things you've been trying to do to make him yours, so why don't I just turn your plans back on you.
Would you like that?
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After minutes of awkward silence and walking, I led you to this café that I have always enjoyed. It was usually quiet in there. People would come in and out, busy, or rushing to work, while others would come in ordering something small, sitting quietly, reading, or listening to music with their eyes shut.
And the place always smelled of coffee, caramel, or fruit. The best times were when I brought Jaemin in and then everything instantly smelled like him. But now I'd like to fill my senses with you.
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I ordered a macchiato, something that I always got, and you went with a latte.
When our drinks were done being made, I brought you to a booth that sat in that corner of the café, my favorite booth actually. It was the least lit up spot here and also the best spot to spy on guys that come in and out, but today my guy is you.
Looking to you, you looked uncomfortable. Maybe you know that I have brought Jaemin here many times, or maybe it's just me in general.
"Jeno" your eyes slowly made contact with mine.
I don't know why I was gonna bring this topic up but I just want you to be open so I can have you all to myself.
"You know, I think that maybe you should just tell your parents about who you are. Yeah they might not support you when you first tell them but take this, when I came out, my parents didn't like it at first. It took awhile for them to adjust but eventually they accepted me and were proud of who I was. So I think you should tell them too."
A dead look was given from you to I.
"Give them time Jeno, they'll support you eventually."
And then you laughed, maybe a bit too loud.
"You really think that will happen Renjun." you spoke giving me a look of doubt.
"Well sure, you're their only son, and they have to learn to love you for who you are, otherwise they're gonna lose you."
You looked down with a small smile. "That's probably the nicest thing that's came out of your mouth Renjun."
Oh Jeno, it could only do so much more.
"Well what'd I say Jeno, I wanna be friends, and friends support each other." Your smile grew.
"okay, I see. Maybe you can be nice, maybe I can give you a chance." you closed your eyes continuing to look down with that pretty smile.
My insides were twisting, maybe I have effects on him too.
Ha, how does it feel Jaemin, I'm this close to taking your man.
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I've been obsessing so much over Taemin lately I can't stop. Also if anyone else is a fan of SF9, hit me up cause I'm getting into them and it's just fantastic 👊🏻
