Jaemin
I know that I shouldn't be mad at him but I am. Yes he was hanging out with Renjun but it's not like I knew what happened behind those closed doors. I think that it's more of the fact that I want him to be mine but Renjun is in the way and he'll mess it all up.
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Having those thoughts in my head made me even more upset. It made me stomp down the hall to your locker louder than needed. People were watching and whispering, but none of it mattered.
"Ya Jeno-hyung". You turned around with a smile but once as you realized it was my angry deep voice your smile faded and started backing away from who was storming your way.
"h-hey Jaemin I was going to r-respond to you b-but I kin-"
Now I'm going to repeat what you did to me.
I cut your sentence off by shoving you up against the lockers, the same way you did with me. Both your wrists pinned up and you were completely vulnerable to me now.
"You gonna tell me why you didn't respond to me, I know you got the text so tell me what happened Jeno." you looked from side to side at everyone. There were a couple people staring, and some where shuffling along quickly not wanting to be involved.
I tightened my grip on your wrist causing you to look back at me. "Answer me Jeno."
Jeno
There was no way I was gonna tell you the real reason. I knew if I didn't respond to you I'd be in trouble with you and look where we are Jaemin. This is pretty much what I wanted.
But I wasn't doing good with making up an excuse either.
"My phone died" was the lame excuse that came out of my mouth. "Bullshit Jeno what happened" "T-That's what happened, after I left Renjun's house I saw your text and my phone just died. So when I got home I plugged it in and I kinda forgot about it."
"Lie to me again Jeno and I'll ruin you." you spoke deeply giving up on the phone conversation.
Oh Jaemin please do
With that your hands tightened even more around my wrists, it started to hurt now.
"Did he do anything to you?" you asked.
hmm, should I tell you we're gonna hang out again or not?
"No, it was just casual talking nothing more. His house it really boring isn't it." You chuckled at my comment and looked back up. "yeah, yeah it kind of is."
After that you backed up finally letting go of my wrists. They did hurt, and I tried rubbing them without you seeing, but I was unlucky.
"Oh, hyung did I hurt you." "N-no Jaemin it's okay" I said trying to make you feel better, which didn't work. "No, no it's not okay"
You took both of my wrists softly and looked at the indents on them from the lockers. They were a little purple, and pink from being gripped so hard.
Before I could process it all, you looked up at me and kissed both of my wrists so softly leaving it linger when you let go.
"Hyung I'm sorry, please forgive me." you smiled cutely giving me puppy dog eyes. I just nodded which made you smile.
"Thank you" you were being all sweet now like none of what happened 5 seconds ago actually happened. "Well then, I'll see you at lunch, goodbye hyung." you then disappeared down the hall to your class room.
What is wrong with you Jaemin, honestly.
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so I haven't updated in years but like I really really wanna skip to the end cause I am gonna have more fun writing that. Otherwise most of this stuff I've been pulling out of no where because I feel like I need to update, well I do if I ever wanna get to that end, but speaking of the end, the way I wanna end the book makes me wanna make a second part to this but I don't know. anyways I love you :)
