I immediately let go of you. Watching you stand there and cry because of me made me wish I was dead.
This isn't what I meant when I said I could treat you better. You aren't suppose to be crying, you should be smiling.
God how do I make it stop.
You looked up at me and you had so much hurt and sadness in your eyes. "Jeno-hyung, just please stop, we'll both get hurt."
I backed away and let you walk off.
When you opened the door, I saw Donghyuck out there. He rushed to you and threw his arm around your shoulders. I couldn't hear him but I knew he was asking what I had done to you.
Jaemin, I hope you keep this between us. I'm sure you've already noticed how bad I want you, but I don't want anyone else to know yet. Of course Renjun knows about my thing for you, but he's not stopping me.
I haven't came out yet, but you make it hard to stay closeted.
Thinking again, what do you mean 'we'll both get hurt.' If I get to have you then I know I won't be hurt, I'll be happy, and I know you will too.
I know you want me to stop, but I just can't. You'd have to shoot me.
I can see I'm hurting you, but it won't last any longer if you just let me in.
I'm still not giving up, and I'm going to prove to you that I'm better, and that I can love you right.
I know you want me Na Jaemin. I'm going to get it out of you.
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this ones short I know skakskdjsg but the next chapter is longer and it's in two different characters views. You'll find out when you read :))) it might not come till Friday 🤷🏻♀️
