You really confuse me Jaemin.
On Thursday, you wanted nothing to do with me. You then leave Friday, and make me feel terrible. Then it ends up being the weekend and I feel even worse. Then you come Monday, acting like a giant ass flirt inviting me over to your house and putting your hands places they don't need to be. And today, you're not here, again.
Did you regret everything that happened last night. What, are you scared of me now that you can't see me or talk to me anymore. I mean I thought you wanted to be friends with me, I gave you my number, you could've texted.
But thanks to you, I am stuck with Renjun all day, and he has been acting a lot like you lately. Except he isn't you, and I don't think I like it.
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"Hmm, looks like your 'baby' isn't here" you said sliding next to me before class started. "Shut it Renjun, he could have got sick from something."
You snorted. "What, from you" you then raised your brows. "You really think I didn't see you go in his house yesterday. I could only imagine the things that happened."
"Oh cut it out hyung, nothing like that happened." you rolled your eyes. "Wow showing me respect finally."
You really know how to make people angry, don't you.
"Listen Jeno, I want something from you." "Oh what would that be, a blowjob cause Jaemin isn't around anymore." I teased earning a hard slap to the chest. "No Jeno that's not the case, I just want to hang out with you, after school."
"What, why?" What could you possibly want with me Renjun.
"Well, you have no friends, and Jaemin doesn't count yet, and I have no friends." You spoke with a little hope.
"Ha not interested Renjun, move along now" I finished off and turned to my notebook.
"Oh Jeno, lets not play that way, because I know you think I'm mean, and if you want, I'll show you how mean I can get. I'll start off and expose your 'gayer' side to the whole school and then I'll tell everyone about your obsession with Jaemin, and then it'll spread everywhere and soon enough it'll reach your parents. And we both know how they feel about that. I can't imagine how they'd feel if they found out they had a gay son." I wasn't looking, but I could feel your smirk radiating everywhere.
But you were right. My parents hated the whole gay thing and everything involved with it. They both believed that men and women were suppose to be created to love the opposite sex, not the same. If they knew about who I actually was, they'd disown me fast.
Maybe if I had Jaemins mom I could be more open.
I looked back towards you letting out a giant sigh. "Fine we can hang out, but don't pull any stupid shit or I'm leaving."
And your smirk just got bigger. "Perfect, I'll see you after school, Jeno." You finished moving back to your table.
You better be careful Renjun, I ain't here for you to play with my feelings.
I don't want you.
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This chapter is a lot shorter than the other ones but I felt like I had to update. So here you go, I really need to write again, I haven't done that for a while.
