Jeno
you are so confusing Jaemin, but I like it.
I couldn't find myself to speak as you lead me up the stairs, the same way you did the first night that I came over. I couldn't tell what you were thinking but you had this smile on your face that turned just a bit bigger when we got into your room. "now hyung" you started speaking "I know I did things in here with Renjun, but none of that matters anymore, I only want you. only you hyung, I promise only you, and I am going to show you".
My mouth was dry. How come it took you so long to finally confess to me huh? I had a sense you wanted me, I just never thought it would come out like this. and to see you acting this way, it was turning me on, a lot.
you grabbed me by the waist pulling me into your body and placing my head on your chest. You spoke softly in a bare whisper "I promise by the end of tonight you're gonna know everything about me" I couldn't contain my smile as I wrapped my arms tighter around you after listening to your words.
"come on hyung, I get impatient quick" you spoke sounding all demanding now, the sweet side of you almost vanishing. you shoved me down on the bed showing that you were the one in control tonight. you hovered over my face, inches apart as you straddled my waist. "oh Jeno, I've been so tempted to do this since the day I found out you wanted me" you didn't even give me a chance to respond as you smashed our lips together, placing your hands on my waist.
you made the kiss so powerful and passionate as if we had been dating and you're now seeing me after months of missing each other. I went with my immediate reaction and ran my fingers throughout your hair. pulling it every so often earning a couple groans from you. I whimpered a bit when your lips detached from mine, but it wasn't any longer till I started groaning again as you started kissing from the corner of my lips, then down my face, moving to my jaw, where you earned some moans from me alerting you found my weak spot. then to my neck where you left soft love bites. your hands moved down my chest, so slowly. which eventually led to putting your hands under my shirt and your fingers grazed along my skin. "J-Jaemin" your name came out of my mouth, a half stutter, half moan which only made you smirk against my skin. pulling back, you looked me in the eyes, taking in every part of my face. "ahh Jeno, you're so gorgeous it hurts" you laughed out pulling our faces back together. this time you slowly pulled my shirt up. you'd move an inch of my shirt up undeniably slow. it was painful, I just wanted you to rip all of it off already. "Jaemin, what happened to you being impatient, you really are taking this slow" I breathed out. "oh i'm so sorry hyung, I didn't know I was being slow" you said in a satirical way making sure to carry on that last word. I didn't even make it half way through my eye roll when you pulled my shirt up over my head, tossing it on the ground and attaching your lips to my neck again. I was now almost a moaning mess at this point, you continued on kissing my neck, hitting all those sweet spots.
and I was suppose to be the one in control from the first time I laid eyes on you.
my breathing started getting more erratic the farther you moved down. "Jaemin" I breathed out, bringing your head up to look at me. you smiled and told me it would be okay. I responded by nodding and throwing my head back down on the mattress. I found it more difficult to look at you now. as you moved down further, I smiled letting my mind wander and enjoying the sensation of you doing the things you were doing. but I never expected it to be this good.
but as I said earlier, you are so confusing Jaemin, but I like it.
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yay first update of 2020. It's been awhile but I wanna get back into finishing this book, I just need to stop procrastinating lol. but I hope you enjoy, I'm too uncomfortable to write smut so this is what you get, some heated fluff? <3
