Sweatshirt

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Jeno

After school, I was planning on walking home alone. I wanted to process what happened during lunch, but you decided to join me.

I liked it, but I didn't. I know you're hiding something Jaemin.


"Hello hyung" you greeted me.

"Mind if I walk you home." I nodded with a smile, as you lightly pushed me ahead to get moving. I turned my head a slight bit and saw Renjun's face drop.

It seems he wanted to take me home as well.

I felt a little sorry for him. 

I mean he's been just as quiet as Jaemin lately, it wasn't until I pushed Jaemin in the lockers that they've both been weird.

I think they're plotting something.

I still wanted to know what Renjun was talking about. I didn't think now would be a good time to ask so I just kept quiet.

"So Jaemin, how'd your practice go with Donghyuck?" I tried starting a conversation. Your eyes widened first, but then you relaxed and started speaking. "It was fine, Hyuck has a good voice, it matches the piano quite well."

You were smiling, you really like playing the piano huh. You were so passionate about it too, that's one thing I liked about you.

"I'd love to hear you play Jaemin."

You closed your eyes for a brief moment, thinking about something.

"You know what Jeno, I'll play you a private show sometime, okay?" you elbowed me.

I hope you've realized what you've said Jaemin.

"I'd like that." I said without thinking.


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After awhile, we made it to my house.

I had a good time for the twelve minuets we had, and I didn't wanna let you go.

Before you could say bye, I pulled you into me hugging you tight. You were shocked, but you hugged back just as tight.

"I can't wait for that show NaNa." I whispered. I could feel you smiling.

"Actually, why don't you come over tonight and I'll play for you then." I felt your smile get bigger.

I'm starting to feel things again Jaemin, what're you doing to me. I'm not sure if I'll be able to handle myself tonight.

When you pulled away I swear your lips brushed against my ear.

If you don't stop now Jaemin I'm gonna put you up against the wall like I did too you with the lockers.

"Yeah, I'll be there, but hey Jaemin, I actually don't have your number." "Well then lets change that."

You grabbed my phone, clicked this and that and handed my phone back.

You smiled and waved goodbye "See you tonight hyung."

I watched you leave, and when you were out of sight, I went inside. Sliding down the door, I had a small break down, sorta rant to myself. I know I don't act this way around, but you've changed Jaemin. 

You're making me weak, I'm suppose to be the stronger one here.


Jaemin

Tonight's gonna be real fun with you Jeno. Not only am I excited for you to come over, I'm also really excited to play for you. No one has really heard me play except Donghyuck.

I took some time to make the house look presentable for you. I also made myself look just a tad bit better. Tonight was special if you'd say, it was sorta like a date.


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Time passed and there was a small knock

I figured you came early so we could have more time together.

But I was wrong, instead that tiny Chinese boy was at my door step.

"What the hell do you want Renjun, I thought I told you off at lunch today."

You rolled your eyes. "Like I'm gonna listen to you Jaemin. Anyways, I remembered last minute that I left two sweatshirts here like three months ago. Yes, I know terrible timing to be getting them now, but I want them so go and find them, I don't wanna be here longer than I have to be."

Truth be told Renjun, I actually enjoyed your sweatshirts. That's why I never gave them back.

Before I fell in Jeno's mind twisted game, I had used them for comfort, mainly when I was sad and missing you.

But I wasn't gonna waste any time. I ran in, picked them up, and threw them back at you. I had a small ounce of regret, I wanted to keep at least one.

"Alright, you got your shit now go away and leave me alone." I sputtered out. I have a date to get to and you won't mess it up Renjun.

"Jaemin, yelling at me isn't gonna change anything okay, also I wanted to as-" "Renjun, go the fuck away." I said waving a hand. Your eyes got sad, but you just turned away and went down the steps.

Just in time, Jeno came down the sidewalk looking good and smiling.

I had no doubts you didn't see him, but I told you already Renjun, I'm gonna watch you lose.

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So I'm like slowly becoming unmotivated again what a surprise but it's cause where my story is at right now, I'm stuck and I don't know if it's any good so i keep pondering if i should do that part over or just continue it but we'll see. Also pretty sure i figured out my schedule, I think for now I'll update on Sundays and Wednesday or Thursday :)

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