Days passed and it was Friday. The day you and I were gonna go out together.
I didn't know how to feel, well yes I was excited but something made me feel really weird. Throughout the whole week you had pretty much pulled me away from Renjun. I still think you were mad about the day I went over to his place but you repeatedly told me that it was okay.
Liar.
Well little did you know that tomorrow is my day with Renjun, and the fear of having you figure that out keeps coming over me cause I know you're not gonna be happy about it.
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"Alright hyung, are you ready" you spoke all quiet like a kid nervous for his first date with the person of his dreams, but I was feeling about the same. "Sure, lets go." I said quick.
And of course, this was gonna be just like that day with Renjun, you weren't gonna tell me where we were going.
We passed by many small stores where we would pop in just for you to look. I figured you had no money with you but you weren't gonna admit it. It was real cute when you looked at something, talking about how cute it was and saying you wish you had one, but whenever I would ask if you wanted me to buy it for you, you backed down saying it was an useless thing you didn't need crowding up your room.
By the time you were tired of walking through stores, it was late and you suggested we go home. But I could tell you only wanted to go home because you were starving.
"hey Jaemin, why don't I take you somewhere for supper, would you like that." "b-but hyung I have no money to pay you back." you spoke growing all quiet now. I just rolled my eyes. "Jaemin, that doesn't matter. Think of this as my small treat, you're the one going through all this to let me hang out with you, the least I could do is add and buy you supper." "I haven't gone through trouble Jeno, I just" you cut yourself off looking down. "You're too cute, lets go somewhere."
Your face went bright with a smile and a blush as you clinged to my side, looking with me for a good place to stop. We went to a small diner that wasn't to busy and got ourselves a table for two. Well I was the one that asked which was super cute when your face went all red as the lady thought we were a couple.
Our waitress sat us at a table relatively close to the middle where everyone could see. You shifted in your seat so many times it was getting annoying now. "Jaemin what's the issue" I asked gaining all your attention. "Uh, nothing" you said quick breaking eye contact.
What's on your mind Jaemin.
"So, how has your mom been." I asked trying to start something which you eyed me in a weird way. "She uh, she's fine, why do you ask." "Oh I guess to start a conversation, I mean I do like your mother Jaemin." you laughed at me. "Really? May I ask why?"
Now I was the one eyeing you weirdly. "Well, your mom from what I've seen, she's nice, and she is really accepting of you, and she seems to have taken good care of you." your expressions softened at my words. "And your mom doesn't take care of you?" you asked real quiet. "Well, she does but ah never mind, your mom is really nice and I like her." you looked down and laughed quietly. "Okay hyung, the waitress is coming back, focus on what you want to have."
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To my surprise, dinner was only under 15 dollars but it was still so good.
You on the other hand ate more than I thought you could. You shoved your food down like it had been days since you last ate.
"Thank you again hyung, I ate very good because of you." I chuckled "You say it like that Jaemin and it makes it sound like you're my dog." you stared ahead.
"I can be your anything"
And my insides started malfunctioning again.
You gave me a dead serious look. "Whatever you want hyung, just ask" and you smirked walking faster so you're up ahead of me.
"Jaemin, I-I" I couldn't speak. I really wanted to ask but something was stopping me and I couldn't figure it out.
"Yes? what is it Jeno" you turned around coming close to me. "Um" I cleared my throat, shaking my head. "Jaemin, why don't we go home now, it's getting late" your emotions faded and you looked down, clearly upset with my answer.
and the rest of that walk back was quiet.
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:) I will do a double update :)
