His Sister {JJK}

Argument (pt.3)

Jungkook's POV

When (Y/N) told me she was scared, I was petrified.

I grabbed her hand and stroked it, for my own reassurance as her's.

My forehead against hers.

Then I lost her.

I felt my heart try to jump from my chest and save her, but it was too late.

I yelled.

I screamed.

I wept.

The thought of loosing her alone was agonising, but to lose her in exchange for my life was a whole different feeling.

No, it wasn't pain. It was stronger. If i got sliced open and had my organs ripped out it still wouldn't even compare to my suffering.

"No, (Y/N) stay with me!" I whimpered as I tried CPR and mouth to mouth.

I broke away from her, a drop of sorrow fell from my eye and crashed onto her delicate skin.

What was I thinking.

How was I meant to protect her from Eomma and Appa if I can't even protect her from myself?

(Y/N).

Don't leave.

I know it's selfish, but I can't do anything without you.

I need you.

Then I heard the faint sound of sirens.

I gently closed my eyes, further tears running down my face.

I put my forehead on (Y/N) and sobbed into her chest, like she would do with me.

"I'm so sorry."

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I paced around the hallway, my eyes darting from the door to my watch.

"It'll be alright." Jin Hyung soothed, but it only worried me.

"She stopped breathing Jin, she lost a lot of blood from the smashed window too..." I breathed, trying to calm down.

Yoongi looked up, "I'm sure she's fine-"

Silence stole everyone's voices as the nurse stepped through the door.

"May I speak to Mr... Kim Seokjin?" She asked politely.

Jin nodded and got up, following the lady.

The lady seemed awfully calm.

"It's all my fault..." I thought aloud.

Then Jin came back, no expression on his face.

"Jungkook..." He whispered, dawdling over to me. "...I'm sorry..."

My brain felt a bullet hit it, but i deflected it.

I chuckled dryly, "My sister is no joke Jin."

"I know."

"You mean, s-she's gone?" I whimpered, fear stabbing at my back.

"I'm a-afraid so Jungkook." He muttered, tears threatening his eyes.

"Jin..." I murmured.

She couldn't be dead.

She wasn't.

I pushed Jin away and burst through (Y/N)'s door.

I smiled at her, seeing her face as she slept.

Just her face brung me calmness.

Marching over to her I bent down and kissed her cheek.

I sat on her bed and pulled the covers over her.

"(Y/N)-ah." I whispered, as if to wake her for school.

I took her hand and held it to my chest.

"She woke up once." A male doctor spoke behind me.

I snapped up, ready to defend (Y/N).

He sighed whist walking to his desk and picking up something. "She wrote this and said to give it to the handsome guy that barges through the door with tear stains down his cheeks." He chuckled slightly. "I assume that's you."

I took the blue-tinted paper and laid eyes upon it.

Dear Jungkookie oppa,

I am sorry for worrying you, I truly am. Please don't blame yourself for what happened, you have to promise me that! I am also sorry for shouting at you before. Oh and that time your window smashed? That was me too... Oops :(

I love you so much oppa and even though I might not always be physically with you, I will always remain somewhere in the back of your head, whether you like it or not - I'm sticking with you! Don't give up on Bangtan because of what happened to me, have fun and lead your own life!

~ (Y/N), your little dongsaeng that loves you more than you could possibly imagine. ❤️❤️❤️ xxxx

P. S. Don't you DARE wear headphones across a road, you hear me oppa! Thank you ^_^ ❤️

I love you x

I whimpered, "(Y/N)..."

A delicate tear slipped from my eye. It dropped onto the paper and dragged the ink across the page.

"I'm sorry." The man said behind me.

Part four on the way <33

Stay healthy xx