His Sister {JJK}

Argument (pt.4)

Jungkook's POV

I jerked up from my bed at 4am, tears and sweat clinging onto my skin.

"(Y/N)"

Jolting upwards, I grasped my bedsheets. Before long I yanked them of the bed and tiptoed to (Y/N)'s bed, careful not to wake her.

"(Y/N)..." I cooed as I made it to her bed. "Please wake up baby." I felt the atmosphere being to stir.

My skin leaped from my body as an unexpected smash sounded from the floor. I looked apprehensively to see that the clear vase had fallen over: the wind.

Gasps escaped my lips as I stared at the shards. The clear ones sat over the... the blue ones.

...Last night. It can't have been real.

"(Y/N)." I repeated. A longing plead evident in my tone. "(Y/N)... You're still here aren't you?" I inquired. I gently placed my hands on her duvet, nothing. Her journal lay on her bed, sequins and pictures dotted over the cover.

I took it carefully in my hands.

'This belongs to: Jeon (Y/N)~~

Okay, so it's my first day of high school... I'm proper scared! Jungkook promised me it'd be okay though, so maybe it won't be as bad. He also said that he was going to walk me to school, I hope he does everyday so then maybe one time; I could escape school and we could get ice cream!

~~(Y/N)

Hey! I know you're a book but still, hey! So guess what? I finished my first year already! Like woahhh! Jungkook doesn't like it though... So I don't like it either. I heard him talking to Jimin yesterday. He said "I don't want her to move up Hyung, I mean do you see the way the boys look at her? I wish I could still go to school." I didn't really understand what he meant, but he obviously doesn't like it. And why would someone wanna go to school again? Aish Jungkook's confusing,

~~(Y/N)'

Third Person POV

Jungkook smiled as he ran through the passages that said his name in them, realising how much he affected you. You'd recorded all the times you'd both kicked off at each other and he was so guilty he began to shed tears. If only he'd been a better person, none if this would've happened.

Of course he didn't want Eomma and Appa to come, but he knew he would be right by your side incase you needed him or whatnot. He trusted himself with you... Up until now.

Jungkook took your fluffy 'BangtanBoys' pen and opened today's page.

'My baby girl,

I love you. Nothing can ever change that. Not BTS, not money or anything else in the universe. You're so innocent, with you the world seems pure. You're always there for me, even when I'm crying my eyes out and being a pabo - you're still there. I just wish I could say the same for you... Please don't leave me, my life literally revolves around you! You were the one that encouraged me to audition for BigHit, in fact, without you I wouldn't even have gotten to be Jungkook of BTS! You're forever in my heart. And I'm forever in your debt.

~~Jungkookie oppa xx'

Jungkook's POV

I had to squint in attempts to halt my tears. But that turned into a lock of my eyelids since the tears kept slipping through. And then soon enough, I dropped off onto (Y/N)'s bed.

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I slept in till almost 1pm. I don't even care to be honest, I don't have anything I want to live for now.