At a Con // Sebastian Stan

back home

Louisiana. I'm here. Deep breaths.

I get off the plane and call a cab. Oh my god! I think I'm going to puke,, no! My mum needs me.

The ride was pretty long since I live in Thibodaux and I got off at New Orleans.

I walked to the door, took a deep breath and knocked. My mum came open the door, as I smiled at her she gave me the biggest hug ever.

"Hey mum," tears flooded my eyes as I seen she had tears of her own.

"Oh my baby girl you grown so much! Look at you," I have, I haven't seen her since I left for college. "What are you doing here?" She finally asked.

"Im here for you. I decided to spend these last months with you, I don't know what's gonna happen," I spoke softly, sadness overflowing my emotions.

"You didn't have to do that," her voice softer than silk, "You have a job and a boyfriend back home-"

I cut her off, "this is my home," I gave her a hug and walked in.

-2 months later-

I can see the change in my mum, but it's not that bad. Jordan showed up and made things just a little bit better. We are a family, and nothing can change that.

"CASTIELS! JORDAN!" Mum yelled our names.

"Yes, mum?!" we were in the living room watch 'Supernatural' season 7 episode 3 where Dean is angry when Sam disappears to pursue a case with clues identical to a mystery he encountered as a kid.

"Do y'all want anything from the store?"

Jordan and I looked at each other, "pizza, candy, snacks and PIE!" We yelled at once, together.

She laughed at our manner, "okay, 'cya."

-month 4-

"Mum! I got donuts!"

I heard coughing coming from the bathroom, I knew it was mum but she always put on a smile for us. I don't wike it! I know it won't end well but I want it to... it has to.

"Coming, give me a minute," I heard her close the door as her footsteps got closer.

-month 5-

We are in the hospital right now. My got worse and she's not even on her sixth month. Jordan had to go back to work and I been filling in the produce when the ask questions. I sometimes text Sebastian, I told him what's going on. But I don't want pity from anyone.

She's laying on the bed, ice cold. Her heart beat is still here but losing. I can't stand to see her like this.

"Cas," she looked at me, tears in both our eyes, "I wrote you a note. It's in on the top shelf in my room. I want you to read it, it will have everything you need and desire, who your father is, i told him about you. I love you my child."

Tears flowed out my eyes, she lifted her hand to wipe them away only for me to hold it and continue to cry.

Then it went off. She was flat lining. No! I tried to scream but I couldn't. I was stuck. The doctors pushed me out and they tried to save her, but i knew the couldn't.

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sorry for the short update
omg, spider-man homecoming,, when happy pills out the ring 😫😍
my heart melts^^
okay bye,bye
|cat