not your typical love story // 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓷𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓷. (EDITING...)

CH.09

"lee youngho, you say?" the pink haired doctor barely got the word out his mouth.

"he's a psychiatrist, like you. ain't he?" asked the blonde.

jihoon hummed a reply."i know him, he's a senior of mine, i remember that he's quite a great senior at some point, he used to taught me about a lot of things." the pink haired replied.

sonyoung could only raise a brow, his eyes void of emotion while his face remain the same. sharp as ever, without a trace of gentleness.

the blonde clicked his tongue, leaning towards the doctor through the glass separating them.

i always know there's this firm glass wall keeping me safe and away from his reach but i still can't stop feeling so nervous. the said doctor thought to himself.

he want to back away but unfortunately he can't, he's glued on his seat.

"well, too bad. he's actually not that great, babe." replied the blonde with a hint of sarcasm.

the nickname he suddenly earned made the said doctor mentally breakdown, he swore he felt that his stomach twisted at some point.

"aren't all people who acts like a goody two shoes all the time as if they're saint, kind of suspicious?" the blonde continued, fueling jihoon's curiosity.

"how do you say so?"

"just cause? i don't need an explanation, it would be such a waste of time, why don't we talk about your life instead and while at it, try getting a little closer to each other?" suggested the blonde.

"that's too bad. mine isn't interesting, how about yours instead?" the doctor replied, trying his luck in making the latter open up about himself.

ha, nice try little one. but too bad, you should try a little harder. thought the blonde to himself as he casually offer a provocative smile, one purposely agitating the shorter.

"anything about you is interesting for me though? come on, speak up, i want to to get to know about you, jihoon." the taller insisted.

jihoon felt his heart skipped a beat- actually, it didn't skipped, it accelerated and he knew that he's not supposed to feel that way, except if he's got some kink for psychopathic blonde guys which he knew he doesn't.

"i'm here to listen to you and your life not to share mine that is plain and boring." jihoon retorts.

"hey, that's rude." soonyoung argued back with a laid-back expression.

"what is?" jihoon asked, confused.

"you're degrading yourself way too much that i'm starting to wonder if you have a degrading kink or such." shrug the latter.

embarrassed at the accusation, jihoon choked on his own saliva, his hands searching for the bottled mineral that he had bought earlier on a whim as he immediately gulp it down in one go.

"sorry, i don't have such kink." he denied, as soon as he manage to pull himself back.

"tsk. well, that's too bad." smiles the blonde.

"anyways, what i'm trying to say is that plain and boring does not describe you." the blonde calmly argued."you resemble a phenomenon i have been trying to work for years that even the way that you close your eyes seems way too interesting for me, so does your breathing." he continued.

and once again, the pink haired found himself in a situation which he could not find the perfect reply to offer.

"i-"

what the hell is happening to me right now, i'm so nervous out of a sudden. the pink head thought to himself.

while the doctor is busy deliberating, something caught soonyoung's attention.

"hey, what's that doctor? were you scratch?" the blonde asked.

although his voice remained the same, there was a hint of concern that jihoon failed to recognize in the slightest.

jihoon followed the direction he's staring at and realized that it's the one he had accidentally cut with his nail the other day.

"oh, this one?" jihoon pointed at the said scratch mark."it's nothing, i just accidentally scratch my cheeks yesterday." he continued with a shrug.

the latter nod in satisfaction, there was a moment of silence before the taller decided to break it off.

"anyways, you can ask me anything if you're that curious, no need to hold back." said the blonde.

jihoon stare at the latter, surprised by the sudden suggestion.

now what? what am I supposed to asked him? the doctor thought to himself, suddenly forgetting all the questions he had thought of asking earlier.

soonyoung, whose busy staring at the said doctor could not help but suppressed a laugh.

"you can take your time, doctor. no need to panic trying to remember all the questions that you've forgotten." said the blonde with a chuckle.

how in hell did he know? is he a mind reader or what? jihoon thought with a sigh.

"why did you even push all your past psychiatrist away?" asked jihoon, hoping that he didn't come out sounding nosy.

silence.

the blonde have not yet reply and it was in fact, making jihoon nervous and fidgety.

"simply because i find them boring." the blonde replied, crossing his arms before leaning back on his chair.

oh.

"well, now that's awkward." jihoon mumbled to himself. actually, he knew what the latter mean, in fact, even he would push people away if they bore him.

"then, what does it feels like when you hear the cries of your victims?" asked the doctor.

fuck. i did it, i really asked him. jihoon mentally curse himself.

he's aware that he should not be asking that kind of question but it kind of slip and now, he finally did it.

"feels like a melody for my ear." said soonyoung, eyeing the doctor as if he's a predator eyeing it's prey.

jihoon gulped down, beads of cold sweat starts falling from his back and forehead.

now this is so fucked up, great. lee jihoon, you are now a certified dumbass fucker, all you do is raise your own death flag. jihoon sighed to himself.