not your typical love story // 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓷𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓷. (EDITING...)

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march 23 2011

fuck, I couldn't believe it.
no, I refuse to believe it at
all.

it can't be, I saw it wrongly
or was it true? it can't be,
right?

does hyung know something
about him? was it the reason
why he doesn't like me going
out to see the guy?

did he knew it all along that
my friend from childhood is
the only son of that bastard
who killed Mingyu's parents
and his, too?

no, Jihoon's hunch might be wrong, the diary hasn't mention any name, yet.

no matter how much Jihoon tried to flip through the next pages, he couldn't get any information at all.

the pages were either torn apart by some natural causes or some parts looks as if they've been purposely ripped off from the diary.

"it can't be, right? my dad wouldn't murder anyone, I know my dad, he's a kind guy." he mumbled to himself.

his father died right after he finished his college degree from overseas which is quite a shame for his part because among the family, Jihoon looked up at his dad the most, he's pretty close to his mom but for him, his dad is his hero.

he's the reason why he choose to be in the medical field at the first place.

the doctor immediately flew back to Korea after hearing the news of his father passing away at the exact day that he finished his degree.

he was devastated after hearing that news, he didn't know what cause his father dead, no one told him the reason why.

on the other hand, his mother did told him that it was because of his long ago disease which Jihoon doesn't know whether it's his mother is telling the truth or not, but he cannot consider it as homicide. his father doesn't have enemies, he grew up with his parents and they've been in peace, his dad is the best for him.

and accusing his father for murder is something that never came across his mind, not even once. reading this diary wouldn't make him jump into those kind of conclusion. his latter guess might be right, he might not be the person the writer is referring to.

gently placing down the thing on his table, he heaves a sigh and stare at his wrist watch, it's already past three forty in the morning and he haven't sleep yet. yawning, he rubbed his eyes and stood from his seat, walking back to his bed room which is just right next to his office before letting himself fall on the soft bed and letting himself drift into a dreamless sleep. he's pretty tired from mostly everything and he badly want to rest for a day. lucky for him that he doesn't have work later because if he did, he's pretty sure that he'll end up looking like a survivor from a zombie apocalypse who haven't sleep for months.

after managing to have a several hours of sleep, Jihoon woke up by the sound of the loud and annoying alarm clock that he had forgot to turn off yesterday which he immediately regret. he's sitting at the couch of the living room, he's half awake and is still craving for more sleep.

four hours isn't enough for the blonde doctor but he couldn't go back to sleep either. no matter how hard he tried, his eyes wouldn't sleep, his mind is off to somewhere.

yawning, he ruffles his own hair before forcing himself to get his ass up to take a warm and long shower that he haven't get to experience for awhile.

after he finished doing his his stuffs and his usual morning routine, he decided to go for a walk in the cold street of seoul all by himself. he haven't been able to enjoy some leisure time because of his busy schedule these past few days.

he can't even remember when was the last time that he enjoy walking without having to think of something that could possibly bother him.

well, it's not like he doesn't have anything he's worrying about right now. in fact, he still can't get over the diary that he had just read several hours ago and the thought of looking for the missing entries, if it is even possible to do, are still haunting him.

he actually didn't mind being cursed at by everyone, technically, the blonde doctor knew himself more than anyone else and he's so sure that he isn't near from being an angel but is no near from being a devil himself, either and being called a murderer though he really isn't, is not much of a big deal for the said guy but having his father be called as one is different, like a whole different matter.