"Write a scene about what she found in that notebook."
Why does everyone hate me? Why does no one listen to me? Am I that bad? Do I need to disappear that much? Why am I never enough? Why can't I be perfect? Why did I have to exist in the first place? I don't deserve anything. I should die. No one will care. They shouldn't. They're not allowed to. No one should have to care about me. I don't deserve it. I don't deserve anything good. Not like Edge. Not like Starmine. Not like Senbu. They deserve everything good. They shouldn't have had to meet me. They shouldn't have to know me. It's a curse. I'm a curse. I'm a goddamn curse. My parents don't deserve a shit son like me. My sister shouldn't deal with a broken shit like me. They all deserve so much better. I shouldn't have anything. I should die instead all of those innocent souls around the world. I want to die. I want to die and I don't want anyone to miss me. I want everyone to forget me when I do. I don't want them to hurt. I want them to forget me and move on. I'm sorry, I can't forgive myself. No one else should forgive me either.
Anti doesn't believe she's crying when she reads it.
Over and over and over again.
Her brother's journal.
She's always hated him, but now she's not so sure.
Suddenly she's panicked.
She must show Starmine.
Before it's too late.
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A Book Of Bullshit I Make Instead Of Sleeping Oops
Randomyeah so daily writing prompts or exercises because why the fuck not join me if you want because i found some interesting ones mine are all gonna be some Lencesty shit it gonn be gr8 i tend to write these on Archive at 1 or 2 am it's kind of a proble...
