A Book Of Bullshit I Make Instead Of Sleeping Oops

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"Imagine your OTP at the altar of a church, about to get married. Just as they're about to kiss, Person A wakes up in bed, sobbing and staring at the empty space beside them. In reality, Person B died years ago."

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Starmine has always been handsome, but never more so than in this moment, his stunning blue eyes locked with Dark's incredible green ones.

In Starmine's eyes, Dark is beautiful, always has been. Nothing compares, especially now when they're about to start the rest of their lives together.

They lean in towards each other as they are told to kiss, identical rings glittering on their intertwined fingers. He can almost feel the others soft lips on his own, almost touch the warmth-

He wakes up with tears streaming down his face.

His lover had visited him that night, he was there, he was there, he was there.

But his lover was dead.

Only alive in his heart.

Even then, it hurts.

He wants to die.

He wants to join his missing half and become whole again.

It's been too long.

He knows his boyfriend would be furious that he's doing this, having tried so hard in life to keep him alive.

But it hurts so damn much, he needs him. He needs to be with him.

He'll kill himself to do it too.

He knows his dead lover wants him to continue living, and while he'd do anything for the one he loves, he can't live without him.

The pills disappear down his throat.

All of them.

Antidepressants, supposed to help him.

They did, just not the way they were intended to.

His consciousness slips, and he melts into a warm eternal slumber, closing himself off from this world.

When he "wakes up," he's faced with none other than his soul mate, and he smiles.

He's finally joined his dearly departed Starmine.

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until the last line

how many of you thought Dark was the dead one