The Poison Of Your Love (Sweet Pea love story)

Somethings not right

"FP I need you to take Toni home. Fangs, Sweet Pea and I will walk you to your place. Then Sweet Pea can walk me halfway home and then we all can go home and make it back safe." -me

When no one said anything. I put two cans of palm bays in my sweater pocket and helped Fangs walk back up to the road.

"Thanks Mikayla. Your a good leader." -Fangs

"Fangs your just drunk. But thanks. Now let's just get you home."
-me

We walked Fangs home and FP took Toni home. Which left me and Sweet Pea to go home.

And then I'm going to wake up tomorrow just like a did today.
Alone.
I fucking hate being alone.

"Fuck this." -me
I opened a Palm Bay and started chugging it.

"What are you doing?" -Sweet Pea

I kept chugging until I couldn't hold my breath any longer.
I gasped for air. And stopped in my tracks.

"I'm being reckless. And niave. I'm being me." -me
I drank the last few drops of the can and threw it into some bushes.

I lit my last spliff and continued to walk home.
I took a few hits before I stopped walking a faced Sweet Pea.

"You can go home now I'll be fine"
-me
I popped open my last can and started drinking it.

"Mikayla you should stop before you get poisoned." -Sweet Pea said very low.

"But I don't want to because I don't feel like it" -me
I drank even more just to make him mad.

I took a big hit and that shit hurted.

I kept walking home when Sweet Pea fell into step with me.
I didn't feel like I wanted him here anymore. Maybe I could go back to the Wrym and get a little more drunk.

"Look Sweet Pea you should just go home." -me

"I'm not going home since you decided to down another two cans of vodka."
-Sweet Pea

"What?!" -I shouted at him not believing he was really going to keep following me. Like I couldn't take care of myself.

"Common where do you live?" -Sweet Pea

"No. Sweet Pea. I can take care of myself and I'll walk home if I want to just leave me alone." -me

I started to walk away and he was still following me.

"Go home Sweet Pea!!" I yelled back at him.

This only made him get mad. I saw his face contort into a mad scowl.

This made me feel very uncomfortable.

He started jogging to me.
I didn't feel safe with him anymore. I stared to run away from him. And he kept chasing me. He started running after me and this made me sprint away.

I flicked my joint back at him and threw my can at him which didn't even faze him.
He has longer legs. He could catch me in seconds.
I had to distract him so I could have a chance to run.
I ran into a alley. And hopped a fence.

It was amazing I could do this hammered.
My heart was racing. My palms were sweaty. I was scared of what he would do to me if he caught me. 😭😭🤫