The Poison Of Your Love (Sweet Pea love story)

Oh S**t

I couldn't make up my mind. So I just stood in place. Shook to the core.

The cuteness of the dog had me squealing. I bent down and pet the cute ass dog. But made sure my smile disappeared when Fangs and Sweet Pea caught up.

"Wow what a coincidence meeting you here,...in the woods,...at this time.?!?" -I said with slight awkwardness.

"Mikayla. Where have you been? We've been looking for you all day?" -Fangs

"Really? Oh wow. I was just out here having fun by myself and with the trees and the fresh air." -me

I was suddenly grabbed by strong pair of arms and brought into a hug.

❤️❤️❤️

I eventually gave into the heat coming from him. I closed my eyes and almost forgot where were. Just in this moment it didn't matter. What mattered was we were thankful for each other.

"Mikayla. I thought something bad had happened to you. Don't do this again. I don't care if it hurts mine or your ego, call me next time." -Sweet Pea said sternly.

"What are you guys even talking about? I'm fine. And why the hell would you be looking for me?" -Me

"Well you left the bar, pretty fucking drunk and I told FP. He went to your apartment to make sure you were okay. But you weren't there. He waited all morning. And when you didn't show he looked other places for you. Then he started to worry. He had some of the Serpents looking for you." -Fangs

"Wow. Not even the entire gang? Just some?" -I said sarcastically

"Mikayla it's not funny. You had everyone worried sick!" -Sweet Pea

I kept my mouth shut. Neither was probably in the mood for my toxic words of pettiness.

"I'm sorry. But we honestly are really thankful and happy we found you."
-Fangs

I couldn't hold it in

"Why? You guys treat me like shit most of the time. Pretend I'm not there and when we do talk, act like nothing has happened or changed! You guys don't come to see me or ask me about my day!! Why do you care?! There's nothing to care about!? I'm not included in anything because ITS SERPENT BUSINESS!!! I'm tired of you guys treating me like I'm the bad guy! You either love me or hate me!! And I'm sick of it!!! I'm not OPTIONAL!!!! -I scream at the top of my lungs.

Seeing they're faces. Makes me realize maybe it's very one sided. I could already see the argument forming.

But I'm not in the mood.

"Just leave me alone. I'm going home"
-Me

I turn around and start walking away.

"Mikayla stop. I'm sorry. Just please come with us where I know you'll be safe" -Sweet Pea
He blocks my path and puts his arms up, palms facing me.

I take a deep breath and let just one tear fall.

"Okay" -me

Safe. I hate being safe. Such a trigger word.