The Poison Of Your Love (Sweet Pea love story)

Missing Time with YOU

I moved around. I was in my bed and so was someone else.
J was the only one with me. But I can't remember.

"Hey..um...what happened?" -Me

"Mmh" -?

"Uh...what happened?" -me

I didn't get another answer. I felt around for the edge of the bed. Once I found it I hoisted myself off and tried my best to find my way through the dark.

After stumbling into walls and clothes on the floor, I found the door.

I noticed this is still my apartment but looks like a party happened. There's trash everywhere. Nothing is clean.

"What a mess!" -me

I walk to the kitchen and turn on some lights. It's 1 am.

I take a water bottle from the fridge and chug it.
I try to remember what happen. But I just remember black. My memory is useless. Fuck. Well. Hopefully nothing bad happened.

I started picking up trash. And tried to clean some shit off the table with disinfectant wipes. But doesn't help at all.
I move on the bathroom but I'm shocked as to it seems to be untouched.

I close the door and turn on the shower.

Once I'm done in the bathroom. I do some light makeup and go back into my bedroom to find some clothes.

The sunlight comes through my curtains, giving my room a light blue hue.
I scavenge my floor and find a decent black shirt with underwear and black yoga leggings.
I retreat back to the bathroom and change. I notice bruises my thighs. What a weird thing. I laugh it off. Because I simply can't remember shit.

Trying to make coffee for yourself is hard when you don't have a coffee maker to make it for you.
I sigh hard. I need a smoke. But it's honestly too early for that.
Looking at my phone I found in between the couch cushions. I turn it on and check the time.

It's 4:39am

Wow. Just like old times.

This brings a smile to my face.

I almost shit myself when my phone starts blowing up.
Messages from Sweet Pea and Toni. Even fucking fangs. They just checking to see if I'm okay. I'm great. They want me to answer the door and pick up my phone.
All this was at 10pm last night?

Wait. How is it Wednesday?
No.
It was Sunday.

I get up from the couch and march to my bedroom. I bust open the door and J is sitting up. Rubbing his eyes.

"What the hell happened?" -me

He looks at me confused. He's probably just as useless as I am.

I sigh hard and sit on the bed.

"What happened? I don't remember much. But why is it Wednesday and I remember it being Sunday?" -me

"Because we've been partying for a couple days." -J

I close my eyes. Shit.

"But what happened during those two days?" -Me

"Stuff. A lot happened. But we stayed in the apartment for most of the time. Well, except for that one time but that's it." -J

"Can you explain all that happened because I can't remember anything." -me

"Um okay. Just can we get breakfast first? Pretty please?" -J

"Okay. Alright. Let's go." -me

I get up from the bed and grab my wallet and phone. I lace up my converse and check over my outfit. Blah. But okay. I throw over a black hoodie that says reckless across the front.

Once I get outside, I see my car looks fine but has mud along the bottom half of the car. I scoff. I'm truly am reckless.

I look around and can hardly see around me. Thick fog is all around me.
Wow ain't that creepy.

"Hey hurry up." - I say to J coming my way.

I unlock my door and swing myself in. Quick to close the door in case a car is coming my way.

I notice J was behind me but hasn't come close to the car.
I look around but the fog makes it hard to see. Jeez he must still be half asleep to miss the car.
So I start up my car and turn on the head lights. Hopefully that can give him some idea of where I am. I keep my eyes peeled for any movement.

I see a shadow finally coming my way. I wish to honk my horn but that'd be rude for the people still sleeping.

The person gets closer but isn't coming to my car. The passenger door opens and J slips in.
I imagine I look horrified. It was probably just my imagination. This heroine is something else.

I just keep to myself and drive us safely to Pops.

"Okay look, there's no easy way of saying this." -J

"Go on" -me

"We both lost control. And as far as I know nothing bad happened. By my point of view. Because I did lost you for a couple hours." -J

"What? How?" -Me

"We came to Pops to get food. You drove. And you stayed in the car because you said you couldn't be around people. I got the food, came back out and you were gone. I walked back to the apartment but you weren't there. I just stayed inside and waited for you. You did come back but you didn't say much." -J

"And I seemed fine?" -me

"For someone who's on smack? Fine. But after that. Alex came for a visit and gave us more material. Then he dipped. We got high and I gotta say, that was the best shit I've ever had." -J

"I know. We only sell the purest form. And our greatest stuff we save for special customers. Such as celebrities and also me. But that's all? What about Sweet Pea and Toni? I got so much texts saying they were outside." -Me

"Wow that's so cool. But anyways yeah they came around but you told them to go away and we just partied on despite I think they were seriously thinking about breaking down the door." -J

"What did they want?" -me

"We couldn't hear. And you didn't seem to care. So I didn't bother to care too. And then we turned up the music." -J

"I don't know when we passed out. But man if you party like this every weekend. I'm never going to leave your side. Like a best friend." -J

"Trust me. You already are. Thanks. I don't know what I would've done if you weren't here." -Me

"Me and you. We're awesome." -J

"Yeah we are. Now let's eat. I wanna go for a run and find out if I'm still in school" -Me