The Poison Of Your Love (Sweet Pea love story)

Not here

Voices with no faces
Words with no meaning
White noise
All I see is pitch black

I open my almost sewn shut eyes with struggle. My mascara gluing my lashes together and my false lashes no where in sight.

My half of my face was buried in the dirt and grass. I laid curled up in a ball, trying to keep myself warm from the cold morning dew.

"Wow. Holy fucking shit. It's morning"

My mouth tastes foul. The only evidence I have of knowing I threw up my stomach last night.

I couldn't move though. I didn't want to. My body and mind still craved for sleep.
Which was easy, just as...

I shiver more.

Something pricks my face.
It's rain

Great. But I don't want to move.

I have no one to rescue me this time.

This is just how I feel on the inside.

Cold and alone. Knowing it's useless to try to cry for help. No one will hear.

I can't tell if it's the rain or if my eyes are wet again, but more water falls down my face and into the dirt below.

Just a little more.

I can't.

Okay maybe now.

This time for sure.
Yep.

Well it's not like anyone is waiting for me.

Please tell me it was a dream.

It wasn't.
I open my eyes and see the evening sky. It beautiful and totally untouchable.
A beauty I desire.

I breath in the fresh air and clear my throat.
The ground is really hard to sleep on.

I get up and dust myself off. Nothing new. Just same old blackout. I can't remember how I got here or what happened but I'll piece it back together eventually.
I should go home and take a shower before I go to Pops and eat the whole place.

Though I do wonder which way is home.

🧐🧐🤔

I have no idea where I came from but hopefully it was this way.

I start walking to my left which was west towards the setting sun.

After a few minutes of walking. I'm still lost and can't tell if I'm even close to civilization.

I search my memory for any clue as to how I got into the woods last night, but I can't. I plop myself onto a tree stump.

The last thing I remember from last night was arguing about something with Sweet Pea. But then somehow I ended up back at the bar talking to someone. ??? And my throat tightening and i almost fell down the stairs. But after that everything is black. Just bits of blurry vision and feelings.

I sigh in frustration but quickly give up.

I look up at the stars among the pink sky.

How do I get out of this one?

I look around me see nothing but darkness and trees. I wanna use my phone flashlight. But the low battery prevents me.

A sudden barking breaks me out of my haze.

"It's a dog!" -me

My stomach flutters with excitement. Oh thank gosh some awesome dog found me.

I look around me follow the dogs barks. They seem to be coming from all around me. But I make out a small white movement weaving though the trees.
I squeal with excitement and start my way over to the dog but I notice two other figures following behind the dog.

If I had to guess. Those very broad shoulders only belonged to one person. Sweet Pea.

Gosh dammit. God just really hate me doesn't he. Maybe I should try my bad luck and run the other way.